Anxiety can be overwhelming — it paralyzes our actions, steals our peace, and convinces us of lies about our future. In this raw episode, I share the fear-filled season when my husband Jeff faced life-threatening health issues and how anxiety tried to control me. From sleepless nights and “worst-case” thinking to tears in church, I share what it looks like to wrestle with anxiety as a believer.

But more importantly, I share how God met us there. Through His Word, through prayer, through wise counsel, and through the daily practice of surrender, fear began to loosen its grip. If you’re walking through overwhelming anxiety, this episode will remind you: God is with you in the fear, and you can take back your thoughts with His truth.

Scripture Highlights:

• “For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.” — 2 Timothy 1:7
• “For My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways My ways, declares the Lord.” — Isaiah 55:8
• “When I am afraid, I put my trust in You.” — Psalm 56:3

Key Takeaways:

• Anxiety often looks like fear of “what’s next,” fueled by irrational, fatalistic thoughts.
• It can affect every part of life — eating, sleeping, worshipping, even leaving the house.
• God’s Word is the only true weapon against fear.
• Wise counsel and community can help re-anchor your heart to God’s truth.
• Healing is not “one and done” — it’s a daily practice of choosing faith over fear.

Action Step: This week, pay attention to your thoughts. Notice when fear starts spiraling. Don’t let those thoughts grow. Instead, combat them with God’s Word — out loud if you need to. Replace lies with truth and watch peace take root where anxiety once ruled.

When God Doesn’t Answer Your List: From Demands to Deep Trust

In this episode, I share what my first prayers looked like after Monica’s death—raw, desperate, and full of demands. From pleading for miracles to panicking over future loss, I’ll tell you how my relationship with God shifted from transactional to transformational.

I’m reading from the final chapter of Dying to Be Healed, where I open up about how Monica’s faith journey—and eventual death—led me to chase after God with a new purpose.

This isn’t a tidy testimony tied up with answers, but a reminder that peace doesn’t come from getting what we ask for—it comes from trusting the One we ask.

And often, the greatest healing doesn’t happen in the way we expect.

📖 Scripture of the Week

“Let us then with confidence draw near to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need.” — Hebrews 4:16

Take time this week to reflect: Are you asking God more for things… or for more of Him? Let your prayers shift from demands to drawing near.

In today’s episode, I share what it felt like to return to church and work after losing Monica. I’ll explain the disconnect between those inside the “fishbowl” of grief and those viewing from the outside.

Using the unlikely example of Krispy Kreme doughnuts, we’ll explore why having information about grief is not the same as living it. You’ll hear about the power of compassionate presence, the frustration of well-meaning but hurtful comments, and the difference between education and revelation when it comes to comforting someone who is grieving.

Bible Verse for Reflection: "Rejoice with those who rejoice; mourn with those who mourn." —Romans 12:15 (NIV)

Action Step

Think of someone in your life who is grieving. Reach out and offer a simple gesture: let them know you’re thinking of them and would be honored to listen if they want to talk about their person. It’s not about fixing—just about being present.

Healing in grief often begins with small, consistent victories. By celebrating the little things—getting out of bed, returning a text, breathing through a tough moment—we honor how God is helping us heal day by day.

Bible Verse: Zechariah 4:10 — “Do not despise these small beginnings, for the Lord rejoices to see the work begin.”

Highlights

• Grief has no finish line, but it has forward movement in little steps that lead to healing.

• Wins are not just the big accomplishments—they’re the small daily faith steps.

• Building a “Faith Résumé” helps solidify God’s goodness in our lives.

• Naming and sharing wins build confidence and hope.

Grief, like a triathlon, demands Acceptance, Belief, and Consistency. It’s not about speed or perfection—it’s about showing up for the long haul.

You’ll walk away from this episode encouraged to stop measuring progress by how strong you look and instead start noticing how brave you’ve been to keep going.

Key Highlights

• A story of panic, perseverance, and progress in the middle of a triathlon

• The ABCs of healing: Acceptance, Belief, and Consistency

• Why showing up daily matters more than feeling strong

• How grief setbacks aren’t failure—they’re part of the journey

• The surprising encouragement that comes from finishing—imperfectly

   

Scripture for This Episode

“Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us.” – Hebrews 12:1 (NIV)

Psalm 77 captures the tension of grief: raw sorrow and anchored hope.

• Verses 1–10 give space to lament and reminds you God listens.
• Verses 11–20 invite us to remember.
• This pattern can help you process grief while building trust in God’s faithfulness.

Key Takeaways

• You are allowed to question, cry, and feel overwhelmed (v.1–10).

• God doesn’t turn away from your brokenness.

• Remembering God’s past faithfulness—your “Faith Resume”—can anchor your hope in the storm.

Action Step

Create your own Faith Resume. Write down the moments when God carried you. Let those memories breathe life into your present and future.

Other Verses to Hold on to:

• Lamentations 3:21–23 – “Yet I call this to mind and therefore I have hope: Because of the Lord’s faithful love we do not perish…”

• Isaiah 43:2 – “When you pass through the waters, I will be with you...”

Is it really possible to live again after loss — and not just survive, but thrive? In this honest episode, I walk through my own journey of grief and how I slowly moved from despair, to questioning, to discovering purpose again. I’ll share what helped (and what didn’t), the surrender process that changed everything, and two powerful scriptures that reframed how I see my future.

If you’re struggling to believe in life after loss — this episode is for you. There is hope. And there is purpose. It may not look like what you had planned, but it might just become more beautiful than you imagined.

📖 Scriptures to Meditate On

Matthew 6:33 "But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things will be added to you."

Psalm 77:11 "I will remember the deeds of the Lord; yes, I will remember your miracles of old."

These verses remind us to focus not on figuring out the future, but on remembering God's faithfulness — and trusting Him to lead the way.

💬 Final Thought

You won’t go back to life ‘before’ — and trying to will wear you out. But you can move forward. And in doing so, you’ll honor your loved one in the most beautiful way — by living with purpose, faith, and joy again.

When grief clouds our view, it’s hard to imagine that anything good could ever come from it. In today’s episode, I share the story of my friend Ayako — how a connection born from Monica’s suffering turned into a 16-year journey of friendship, faith, and miracles.

Through Ayako’s baptism, God reminded me that healing, trust, and transformation are often slow — but always possible.

Key Takeaways:

• Friendships formed in hard seasons often carry eternal impact.

• Small acts of kindness can plant seeds of faith even when we can’t see it yet.

• Grief is not the end of the story; it’s often the soil where miracles grow.

• God will not let you walk through grief without leaving His fingerprints of hope.

   

Scriptures to Reflect On:

• Philippians 1:6 — "He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus."

• Isaiah 61:3 — "…to give them a crown of beauty instead of ashes, the oil of joy instead of mourning, and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair."

**Closing Thought: Don’t diminish the grief you feel — but never underestimate what the Lord can do through it.

Grief isn’t neat and tidy — it’s a paradox. One minute you’re sobbing uncontrollably, the next you’re laughing at a memory that fills your heart. It can feel crazy and disorienting… but it’s actually normal. This episode unpacks the emotional whiplash of grief — how gratitude can live beside deep sorrow, how peace can sneak in through panic, and why all those contradictions are part of your healing.

Through the story of Monica’s life and loss — and a profound encounter with a grieving mother of four — you’ll gain language and insight to better understand your own grief journey.

If you’ve ever asked “Am I doing this wrong?” — this episode will comfort you with a resounding “No, you’re not.” You’re just grieving. And healing. At the same time.

📖 Scripture Encouragement:

“We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair.” — 2 Corinthians 4:8

❤️ Takeaway Reminder:

You’re not doing it wrong. Grief is messy and full of opposites. Let yourself feel it all — the snort laughs and the ugly cries. There’s healing in both.

Does it feel like you keep ending up in the same emotional place in your grief — like you’re stuck or failing? In this episode, I’ll share how what feels like a setback may actually be a sign of deeper healing.

With a powerful metaphor of raking leaves — dry, damp, and deeply pressed into the earth — I’ll show you how the deeper layers of grief are not signs of failure, but of real, change. This episode will reframe your perspective and give you permission to pause, rest, and return when the ground is ready.

You’ll Learn:

·        Why feeling “stuck” in grief often means you’ve reached a deeper level of healing

·        How to discern when to keep working and when to wait

·        What hidden wounds grief can bring to the surface — and why that’s okay

·        The power of patience and wisdom in your healing process

"There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under the heavens."

➤ This verse reminds us that even the slow, deep, messy parts of grief are purposeful and held within God’s timing. You're not off course — you're in a sacred season.

Grief can feel like a cycle of progress and setbacks — especially after milestones, memories, or unexpected triggers. In this episode, we’re talking about one of the most frustrating experiences in grief: feeling like you’re starting over again and again. But what if those moments aren’t setbacks at all?

We’ll walk through five powerful ways to recognize the healing you may not even realize is happening. From drawing near to God (even if it's just a whisper) to surviving grief surges and feeling hope rise again — this episode will help you reframe what healing actually looks like in the messiness of loss.

You’ll Learn:

·        Why feeling like you’re starting over is often a sign of progress

·        How to spot God’s grace in even the smallest moments

·        Why asking when will it get better? means you’re already healing

·        How God’s “upside-down Kingdom” gives us a new way to view grief

·        How to respond when milestones or minefields catch you off guard

Mentioned in this Episode:

·        Grief’s healing wave

·        Common experiences in Christian grief

·        The quiet evidence of spiritual healing

Takeaway Truth: You’re not starting over. You’re going deeper. Grief comes in waves but so does healing.

Important Scriptures

"But he said to me, 'My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.' Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me."  2 Corinthians 12:9 (ESV)

His strength shows up not after we’ve healed — but in our weakness, as we heal.

"Come near to God and he will come near to you..."  James 4:8 (NIV)

Even the smallest step toward God in grief is a giant leap toward healing.

"When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you..."  Isaiah 43:2 (NIV)

A powerful reminder that waves may come, but they won’t consume you.

What if letting go didn’t mean forgetting? What if it meant making space for God to heal your heart and bring new purpose to your life?

In this episode, we’re talking about 3 life-changing shifts that happen after you let go in grief: ✨ You move from holding on to honoring your loved one. ✨ You exchange isolation for deeper intimacy with God. ✨ You trade control for full surrender—and find peace in return.

Grief isn’t about leaving love behind. It’s about trusting God enough to release the pain so healing can begin. When you stop holding on to what you were never meant to carry, God does what only He can—He transforms your grief into something good.

📖 Key Scriptures Mentioned:

·        Psalm 34:18 – “The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.”

·        Isaiah 41:10 – “Do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you.”

·        Matthew 11:28-30 – “Come to me, all who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.”

Grief is hard enough without believing ‘untruths’ that make the journey even heavier.

In this episode, I’m sharing the top 3 lies that hold you back in grief—those sneaky thoughts that make you feel like you’re doing this “wrong” or that healing isn’t going to happen.

Here’s the truth:

• Grief isn’t linear—it’s messy, with ups and downs.

• You don’t have to start over after loss—you keep going with what remains.

• There’s no finish line in grief, but there is absolutely healing when you stay close to God.

As a bonus—but really the most important truth—staying connected to God is the only way to experience true healing. He doesn’t just help you navigate grief; He transforms your pain into purpose.

📖 Key Scriptures Mentioned:

John 14:27 – “Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.”

SHOW NOTES

Ever feel like you’re spiraling—stuck in the darkness, unsure how to breathe again? That place is real… it’s what I call the rabbit hole or pit of grief. In today’s episode, we’re naming it, unpacking it, and walking through how to get out—not by your own strength, but by fully depending on the One who never leaves your side: God.

Whether you're just beginning your grief journey, or you've been walking it for a while, this episode is a reminder that you can find your way through, one step and one prayer at a time.

Inside this episode:

• Why the rabbit hole or pit is normal—but not your forever
• The truth about trying to fix yourself in grief
• Why complete dependence on God brings true healing
• How to begin seeing your journey from a higher perspective

You’re not alone. You’re not too broken. And this is not the end of your story.

God is the way through—and hope is still ahead.

SHOW NOTES

In this special episode, I’m sharing what healing in grief can actually look like—and spoiler alert: it’s probably not what you expect. Healing doesn’t mean forgetting your loved one or returning to who you were before the loss. It’s about learning to live again, laugh again, and find joy in unexpected moments—even if you still carry the ache.

You’ll hear some fun (and slightly bizarre) stories from a recent visit with my friend Kathy Brasby, a fellow grief traveler and founding member of the Lighthouse Community. From goats and pickleball to duck collections and a man who called me Pocahontas, this episode is full of reminders that healing comes in the ordinary, the silly, the sacred, and the surprising. And through it all, God is faithful.

Whether you’re in your first year of grief or much further along, this episode is a warm hug and a gentle nudge: you’re not alone, and there is still joy ahead.

The last episode you probably heard was - Grief 2 Great Day is Going Private – Now you see that more episodes have been added – so you may wonder, ‘what in the world is going on with Grief 2 Great Day?

I want to share what’s been going on and why and also what you can expect in the future. 

2025 has brought a lot of changes for Grief 2 Great Day, the ministry and there have been changes in my personal life and I think sharing some of that with you will help you understand.

That doesn’t mean the resources are gone, though! Here’s what you need to know moving forward:

• The Lighthouse Community will close at the end of August.
• The Grief Group for Christian Women (our private Facebook group) has reopened, and you are welcome to join us there.
• The Grief 2 Great Day Podcast is still available, and you can now access it at www.kathybrasby.com on the grief page or on all major podcast apps.
• Podcast episodes from the Lighthouse will also be moved over so you won’t lose access.
• While there won’t be new episodes every week, there will be occasional new ones and additional resources as God leads.

I’m also so grateful for Kathy Brasby—she has graciously led the women in the Lighthouse during my absence and is making her site available to host the podcast and resources.

I know change can feel unsettling, but God is faithful, and He is not a God of confusion. My prayer is that these shifts will still provide the encouragement and hope you need in your grief journey—and always point you back to Jesus.

Resources & Links Mentioned in This Episode:

• Join the Grief Group for Christian Women on Facebook → (1) The Grief Group for Christian Women - Finding Purpose After Loss | Facebook
• Access the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast & Resources → www.kathybrasby.com

Last episode I shared the changes coming for Grief 2 Great Day to make sure you have a single place to call home in your grief journey. 

And this week, we’ll touch on change. How uncomfortable it can be and how few of us enjoy change. What we don’t care about in grief is that with great change comes great growth if we’ll allow it to change us.

The changes coming for Grief 2 Great Day include taking the Grief 2 Great Day podcast from public to private.

Please listen to make sure you are able to continue listening to the podcast and have access to all the resources.

WORD of the Week   “The name of the Lord is a strong tower: the righteous run to it and are safe.”  Proverbs 18:10

Song of the Week  Naomi Raine - Sing Hallelujah feat. Natalie Grant

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While I walked through my life-changing grief, I didn’t think I was going to make it. I was indignant and angry with God and at times, doubted He cared about me. I felt like I would never be able to breathe, laugh or live again.

God used my anger to keep me connected to Him and brought true healing to my heart. He showed me – actually – He shocked me with real joy and peace and gave me a calling I never expected. That’s how Grief 2 Great Day was born.

I’m here to share that good news, that confident hope that life will get better, that there will be beauty from your ashes.  And one of the most helpful things is having others who understand that kind of pain, a framily, a community where you can go and feel comforted and encouraged.

This week I’m sharing the changes coming for Grief 2 Great Day to make sure you have such a place to call home.  Please listen to make sure you are able to continue listening to the podcast and have access to all the resources.

WORD of the Week     Yes, my soul, find rest in God; my hope comes from him. Truly he is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress; I will not be shaken. My salvation and my honor depend on God; he is my mighty rock, my refuge (Psalm 62:5-7). 

Song of the Week   For My Good & I Will Be Alright, Calvin Nowell

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This week we’re going to talk about living after loss. That statement sounds non emotional and 'do-able'…until you are the one experiencing the loss – the life-changing loss of someone you dearly loved – someone who was an intricate part of your daily life. 

We all understand anger, questions and pain associated with loss, but along with those emotions comes an overwhelming lack of desire to live life fully.  Living daily life is hard enough, but to desire a life that is beyond survival is unfathomable in the beginning of grief.

This week we’re going to talk about wanting to live life after a life-altering loss, as this is the first step to living a joyful and meaningful life.

WORD of the Week     Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves receive from God.   2 Corinthians 1:3-4

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As Grief 2 Great Day begins to shift from being a public podcast to moving to a private community, I’ve had questions about what that means, when that will happen and how it will affect you.

So today, I want to share what’s happened over the past three years, share the vision of Grief 2 Great Day again and invite you to be a part of this exciting shift!

If you have questions that haven’t been addressed in this episode, please head to the Grief Group for Christian Women (private Facebook group) and pop them in there! 

I thank God for giving me this calling and I thank you for being a part of the last three years! 😊

WORD of the Week   Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves receive from God.   2 Corinthians 1:3-4

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Today we have a special guest, Kristina Smith who became caretaker for her father before walking through the painful grief of his death.  She journaled her grief walk and from this journal a devotional book was born.

This episode is quite a bit longer than usual, but it will be worth your time to hear Kristina’s love for the Lord. 

To connect with Kristina

• Website: Home | Kristina Smith Beyo
• Facebook Group: Beyond the Horizon By Kristina Smith | Facebook
• The Voice of the Okame Tree Devotional Book: https://a.co/d/7jd5VaV

WORD of the Week    Isaiah 43:1-2 

“But now, this is what the Lord says- he who created you, Jacob, he who formed you, Israel: “Do not fear, for I have redeemed you; I have summoned you by name; you are mine. “When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze. For I am the Lord your god, the Holy One of Israel. Your Savior. 

Songs of the Week  Flowers by Samantha Ebert  & Firm Foundation (feat. Cody Carnes) // The Belonging Co

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If you think gutting it through grief or falling in a hole during grief will make the pain stop or result in better days, you need to listen to this episode.

Our expectations of the grief process are based on emotional expectations or the pressure of what our faith should do in our journey.  Grief is really not a topic people want to talk about, so there are so many things we don’t know as we travel this difficult road.

What about your brain?  Remember that commercial about – this is your brain and then they showed a frying pan and said, this is your brain on drugs?  Well, grief also physically affects your brain.  Today we’ll talk about how it affects your brain which will give you a little relief and hopefully increase the grace you give yourself in grief.

WORD of the Week   Hear God's word and cling to it!  Luke 8:15 

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Nights are the worst when your mind won’t stop racing.  Your thoughts which were once your own seem to take you over.  It’s not just thoughts at that point, it’s anxiety and fear and the darkness of night amplifies those feelings.

You’ve tried a million times to turn it off – to shut the loop down but nothing seems to work.  You might have even tried meditating on the scripture (for a couple of days) and still nothing.

Today, I’ll share why what you’re wanting (the racing thoughts to stop and for sleep to come or getting through the day better or building a relationship with God) seems to elude you in grief.  And, more importantly, I’ll talk about how to turn that ship around and point it toward progress.

WORD of the week    Be Still and Know that I am God. Psalm 46:10

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One of the scariest things for me when I was going through grief was getting stuck.  Initially I didn’t know what to do to get through in a healthy way, so I did a lot of the wrong things.  I knew that life would never be the same, but I feared that I would never have a life again.

I can tell you there are helpful and healing things you can do – a lot of which I’ve talked about in previous episodes.  But there are also things that can help keep you stuck.

Today, I’m going to share 3 things you may be doing that will keep you from healing.  Listen to see if you are doing any of them and if you are, how to change that!

This episode is a replay from the top4 most downloaded in 2024.  I introduce Coffee & Kathy Weekly Devotionals on Grief 2 Great Day. Replays from last year are available on your podcast app.

WORD of the Week   But those who trust in the LORD will find new strength. They will soar high on wings like eagles. They will run and not grow weary. They will walk and not faint." Is 40:31.

Song of the Week  Gonna Be Alright by Ryan Ellis

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How do I get relief from this endless pain?  How do I stop being angry or asking why or trying to do the million things that seem impossible? 

Grief is like that movie ‘Groundhog Day’ – the same thing day after day after day. It seems like there’s only changes for the worse and that kind of routine starts to wear on you after a while. It also erodes your hope for a future that is different – never mind a happy future.

There are three things that will help you when you feel like all ya got is grief, that life can’t get better, and that God has forgotten you.  These things will relieve some of the expectation pressure, help you in your interactions with God and serve as a reminder that tomorrow can and will be different!

This episode is a replay from the top4 most downloaded in 2024.  I introduce Coffee & Kathy Weekly Devotionals on Grief 2 Great Day. Replays from last year are available on your podcast app.

WORD of the Week   And ye now therefore have sorrow: but I will see you again, and your heart shall rejoice, and your joy no man taketh from you.  John 16:22

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A new year but the same pain is another frustrating fact of grief.  It reinforces that it’ll NEVER be over.  But I’m here to tell you that while the second year isn’t the end of grief (and that tidbit may help free you), there are changes to expect.

If this is in fact a second year for you or if it’s the second month, it’s important for you to listen today to know what to expect in your second year of grief.  This is not all flowers and rainbows, but it should give you hope!

WORD of the Week   Isaiah 43:18-19 

Remember not the former things, nor consider the things of old. Behold, I am doing a new thing; now it springs forth, do you not perceive it? I will make a way in the wilderness and rivers in the desert.

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You Know My Name by Tash Cobbs Leonard - https://youtu.be/t7owFiihXgg

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This is a replay from Episode 62 for those hurting at Christmas!

WORD of the Week    Do not fear, for I am with you; Do not be afraid, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, I will also help you,  I will also uphold you with My righteous right hand.  Isaiah 41:10

Song of the Week   Somewhere in Your Silent Night by Casting Crowns

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Y’all – big changes are coming!  Today, I’ll be sharing a glimpse of what that will look like for Grief 2 Great Day in the new year. 

WORD of the Week    "Therefore encourage one another and build each other up, just as in fact you are doing." 1 Thessalonians 5:11 

Song of the Week  Better Together by FBC Ladies

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I want to share the full WORD and some lyrics of the Song of the week as the show notes.

This fits our grief journey so well and is more important than any words I could share on the subject. 

WORD of the Week  2 Corinthians 3:6-10

3 We put no stumbling block in anyone’s path, so that our ministry will not be discredited. 4 Rather, as servants of God we commend ourselves in every way: in great endurance; in troubles, hardships and distresses; 5 in beatings, imprisonments and riots; in hard work, sleepless nights and hunger; 6 in purity, understanding, patience and kindness; in the Holy Spirit and in sincere love; 7 in truthful speech and in the power of God; with weapons of righteousness in the right hand and in the left; 8 through glory and dishonor, bad report and good report; genuine, yet regarded as impostors; 9 known, yet regarded as unknown; dying, and yet we live on; beaten, and yet not killed; 10 sorrowful, yet always rejoicing; poor, yet making many rich; having nothing, and yet possessing everything.  

Song of the Week

Less like Scars by Sara Groves https://youtu.be/DXcWZif_8uA  

It's been a hard year But I'm climbing out of the rubble These lessons are hard Healing changes are subtle But every day it's Less like tearing, more like building Less like captive, more like willing Less like breakdown, more like surrender Less like haunting, more like remember And I feel you here And you're picking up the pieces Forever faithful It seemed out of my hands, a bad situation But you are able

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The holidays are a real grief milestone – much like your loved one’s birthday, day of death and anniversaries.  You know they are coming and yet there is no good way to prepare for how you will feel and how to make it through.

I felt a lot of anxiety, sadness and guilt as the holidays neared.  The guilt came from knowing that as a Christian, I should be so focused and thankful for the reason we celebrate Christmas.  But all I wanted was to crawl in a hole until December 26th. 

In today’s episode, we’ll talk about letting go of guilt and how to cope with everyone else’s annoying happiness.  Sorry, not sorry – it’s truth.

WORD of the Week  Deuteronomy 31:8

The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.”

Song of the Week

Spirit Lead Me by Influence Music https://youtu.be/hz34EOBKZ_A

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This week is Thanksgiving, and it may be a day you just want over with, so giving thanks isn’t so easy.  And, when you are getting lost in your feelings, it’s hard to do the thing that will change all things.  I’m talking about being in God’s word.

Today, I want you to know that you aren’t alone, you are loved.  Just sit back and listen as I read God’s word and a few quotes to help you through this day and week.  God is still good, and you still have a purpose for your life.

WORD of the Week  Deuteronomy 31:8

The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.”

Song of the Week

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When I heard people talking about Thanksgiving or Christmas, the anxiety would rise, and the dread would increase.  I wish I could have escaped all the happy holiday things. 

But, short of escaping (which is fine if you need to), I want to share how to include your loved one into your Thanksgiving.  I’m going to share 10 ways, but then we’ll discuss the importance of how these ideas are used to build your loved one’s legacy.

Bring pen and paper, because I’m talking a little faster than usual and I don’t want you to miss anything that might spark an idea or even a little hope.

WORD of the Week  

And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.  Philippians 4:7

Song of the Week

Even When it Hurts – Hillsong United    https://youtu.be/hrSJwO5dJXg

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Quote:

Annie’s Story…

Her mother died when she was 3-years old, giving birth to her baby sister. Her father died when she was 6. Before he died, he made arrangements for a childless couple to raise Annie and her little sister.

As a teenager, the rheumatoid arthritis set in. And by the time she was in her twenties, she was permanently crippled by it, sent to live in a long-term care facility for the rest of her life, in part because her foster parents had also died.

Gnarled hands, twisted fingers. Permanently in a wheelchair. Unable to meet her own most basic needs.

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We read the Bible verse that God will make all things come together for our good. Well, how in the world is what you are going through good?  How can it ever be good?  This is where I struggled in the beginning.  I read about a Christian singer who lost her husband in a diving accident. I could so relate with the pain and confusion and then she shared how she had to trust in God and was given hope. 

She, like Monica while she was sick, had a hope I couldn’t rely on.  I had moments of hope but not an underlying confidence in God. I thought that all the success stories – all the giants in the faith were blessed and loved by God in a way that I would never understand.  But I held on to those stories and replayed what they did when they were hurting. 

After over a year of fighting it out with God – and those were some tough days – my heart softened, and I began to trust God.  I went back to those stories and started to believe that God is no respecter of persons – that if he did it for them – He would do it for me.

Do you believe that yet?  Boy, when you get a hold of that kind of confidence aka trust in God and HIS plan, then you’ll see progress.  Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever walk through but on the other side you’ll be able to say – God will make all things come together for my good. Today I’m talking about one way to build that very needed hope!

WORD of the Week  “Though one may be overpowered, two can defend themselves. A cord of three strands is not quickly broken” (Ecclesiastes 4:12)

Song of the Week  My Prayer for You - Alisa Turner

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Quote:

Thermostat or thermometer?

A left-handed compliment. An unasked, negative critique of what I am wearing. A joke at my expense that hits too close to home. A lousy driver. Another interruption. An illness. A person who lets me down – again.

The daily stuff of life – the stuff that comes from living in a fallen, sinful world. It happens.

And I get to choose. Will I be a thermometer? Or a thermostat?

A thermometer registers the current temperature. A thermostat sets the temperature and regulates it.

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Last week we touched on the balancing act of grief – how to push and when to rest. I also shared an important truth that, once you grab a hold of, will help every day in grief and give you glimpses of a good future.

Along your journey – how do you measure progress?  What do you use to compare your today to?  Emotions change so much and in grief, they are exceptionally high and low, so you can’t count on them. 

Today, we’ll talk more about how to know with confidence that you are making progress in the grief process.  This understanding may not make your journey any quicker, but then again – maybe it will! 

WORD of the Week     May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.  Romans 15:13

Song of the Week   It Is Well – Anthony Evans

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Quote:

God loves you.

He sent Jesus to die to take the punishment for your sin because He wants to have a relationship with you.

Yes, you. No caveats – and no exceptions. If you already knew that and have accepted it as fact in your life, then tell someone else. By word and by deed. If you are not sure how to reach those close to you or far away, let’s talk. There are some awesome ways for you to make an eternal impact in your neighborhood and around the world.

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Grief is such a balancing act between resting and pushing. 

And while you are in the beginning year or so of your journey – nothing feels like it’s under your control.  After all you had no control over losing your loved one – you had no control over how it happened and when it happened.

Today I want to share a game-changing sign I was given that helped begin a conversation with God and a realization of what I was feeling versus what I was capable of.  This, right here, is the balancing act....it is the work of grief.

Your JourneyWorks this week is powerful!  If you act upon it, you will see your attitude, your perspective, and your confidence change. You will begin to believe that you can ‘make it through this!'

WORD of the Week    I Can Do All Things Through Christ Who Strengthens Me   Philippians 4:13

Song of the Week   Say I Won’t by Mercy Me

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Quote:

Paul said it this way: “Whatever you do, do everything to the glory of God.” (I Corinthians 10)

According to God’s Word, that should be the overarching theme of my to-do list – and the list of every Christ-follower.

Whatever I do today – from the marvelous to the mundane – should be done for the glory of God.

In other words, everything I do today should serve to point either myself or others to HIS greatness, HIS goodness, HIS character, HIS heart.

It is easy to see how preparing the lesson for Sunday or writing this blog can be done for the glory of God. (It is also easy for both of those things to be about MY glory, not His.)

But how can I clean the cat’s box for the glory of God??

And what about all those other ordinary things that fill my days – like dishes and taking out the trash, answering e-mails and sitting in meetings, driving to and from work, running errands – how can I do those things for the glory of God?

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When the sacred is torn from your life and you survive. Wow!  Do those words resonate with you today? 

Today we’ll look at Natalie Grant’s song, Held as we look at the promises of God for you right now as you struggle to make sense of losing your ‘sacred person.’ 

There is a truth in love alert for this episode but as you walk further along your grief journey, you’ll need to hear this for your healing.

WORD of the Week  Don't panic. I'm with you. There's no need to fear for I'm your God. I'll give you strength. I'll help you. I'll hold you steady, keep a firm grip on you. Isaiah 41:10 (Message)

Song of the Week   Held by Natalie Grant

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Quote:

May the grace of the Lord Jesus Christ, the love of God, and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit be with you all.    2 Corinthians 13:14 NLT

Hmm…unpacking that a bit…what does it mean?  

And, more importantly, what does it look like?

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Let me start by saying that if you have healthy boundaries around your life, this episode won’t be as useful.  BUT, if you are like most people and dare, I say Christian women mostly and you are one ‘yes’ away from complete exhaustion, then this episode is for you.

The title of Funnel and Vessel is from a counselor that Jeff and I were seeing, and it hit home so much that even years later, it continued to resonate.  When he first shared this idea, I was like, ‘Yeah – that’s what I’m talking about’ and that acknowledgment was helpful.

I didn’t act though, I just let it sit in my head and frustrated myself when I continued to say yes to all the things I really didn’t want to say. And that is at the heart of this issue with boundaries – saying yes when you really don’t want to…. 

Today I’ll ask you some hard questions – questions I had to ask myself so that your life is not dictated by others; but instead – you live and breathe for an audience of one!

WORD of the Week   “Am I now trying to win the approval of human beings, or God? Or am I trying to please people? If I were still trying to please people, I would not be a servant of Christ.”  Galatians 1:10

Song of the Week   This Journey is My Own by Sara Groves

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Quote:

“Abba, I need Your eyes today to see the people who cross my path. Your ears to hear not just their words but their hearts. And I need Your heart to love them with YOUR love. Not my faulty and feeble love. But Yours.

I need Your eyes today to see past the behavior I dislike so that I can see that this is another person who is created in Your image, someone You desperately and dearly love, someone for whom Christ died.

I need Your ears to hear past the rhetoric – whether it matches my internal script or not – so that I can hear the person behind the words. Even the ugly, vile, disturbing words. I need to hear the cries for You that are woven through the words they choose. And I need to speak back Your Words – Words of Truth, life, health, peace, healing, love, understanding, grace, and kindness – regardless of what they have spoken.

I need Your heart for every person in my path today. The ones that look like me. And sound like me. And dress like me. And believe like me. And the ones who don’t.

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…This made me think about life in grief. 

My existence was myopic on my grief. It was nearsighted on my loss, pain, confusion, anger with the Lord. It was all I could see.  It was all I focused on.  In the beginning of grief, this is very normal because everything (if you knew the loss was coming or not) is traumatic and the body has to survive, process what has happened and still function. It’s overwhelming and there’s nothing else you can see at that point. 

As you walk through the grief journey, there will be times when you have the option to think about, pray about, see other things that are not loss related and I struggled to choose to take my eyes off of my grief. Everything was filtered through my loss and that kept me nearsighted on pain, questions, frustration and anger. 

Today I’ll share what will help you continue to process & heal are the same things that help nearsighted people see in the distance…or see a bigger picture. 

WORD of the Week   We humans keep brainstorming options and plans, but God’s purpose prevails. Proverbs 19:21 (Message)

Song of the Week   Hallelujah Anyway by Charly Perry

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People like to say, “God helps them who help themselves!” And what they mean by that is, “We like it when people work hard and pull themselves up by their bootstraps.”

But the biblical reality is that God helps those who realize they are helpless. Lost. And in constant need of Him. And His help is not just in the form of Saving Grace. Saving Grace is truly amazing. It stepped in, along with its sister, Mercy, when I deserved nothing but the wrath of God for my sin.

And Mercy put my punishment on Jesus. While Grace stood with open arms, inviting me to come into fellowship with God.

That is Saving Grace. And that is awesome.

But God also provides a different Grace.

A living, sustaining, “I-even-care-about-smoke-detectors” Grace. A daily Grace for even the things that are, at best, mundane. A Sustaining Grace.

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If you are new to the podcast, let me share a quick overview of the summit I am talking about.  The Holiday Grief Relief Summit is a way to ‘escape’ the normal holiday season. See when the holidays come, and they are coming – there’s a whole ‘nother level of feeling your loss. You can’t escape the happy holiday marketing that is everywhere – even in the big box stores now (what in the world, Hobby Lobby) – and the true meaning of Christmas is not only lost on our culture but it’s hard to grasp in grief.  It becomes the period of time that is incredibly heavy and doubly hard. Family traditions and social times around the holidays accentuate loss, and you may feel anger, jealousy or envious of those who are clueless to the type of pain you are dealing with…which feels like everyone.

So, the Holiday Grief Relief summit was created to help you escape and be around those who aren’t hard to be around - where other Christian women who get it - share their journeys (and journeys-in-progress) to give you great hope to survive the holidays and to know that you can breathe, laugh and truly live again.

WORD of the Week

Take the old prophets as your mentors. They put up with anything, went through everything, and never once quit, all the time honoring God. What a gift life is to those who stay the course! You’ve heard, of course, of Job’s staying power, and you know how God brought it all together for him at the end. That’s because God cares, cares right down to the last detail.  James 5:10-11 (Message)

Song of the Week   I Can Feel You by Bethel Music

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Quote:

You can…but you won’t. Why won’t you, God?

You are able to heal my friend. But so far, You have not. Why not?

You are able to change my financial circumstances. But You are choosing not to – at least, so far. What’s up with that?

You are able to heal the marriage. Keep the baby from miscarrying. Cure the cancer. Provide the money. Send that godly husband to the lonely, godly girl.

I know You are able because You have done it before. It’s recorded in the pages of Your Word. Miracles. Lots of them.

And I know because You have done it in the 2,000 years since Jesus walked the earth. I have read the testimonies. Heard them with my own ears. Seen them with my own eyes.

So where are you now, God? Because You can. I know You can. But You aren’t. You haven’t. And it feels like You won’t.

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On Sunday, Zach Lloyd was here and shared his inspiring journey with God and how he became a lifestyle – anti-diet – coach. 

He told us about struggling with addiction and depression and how his aunt played a role in leading him to God.  If you did not hear that episode, please go back and listen to it.

Today, Zach will share his expertise on becoming healthy and it might surprise you since it’s not what you are used to hearing.  What you are walking through is incredibly hard and Zach understands how life can be debilitating!

What you are walking toward (navigating this unfamiliar world without your loved one and creating your new identity in it) will absolutely be made better if you’ll take care of your physical body in the best way you are able.

If you have any questions for Zach, join the private FB group and I’ll make sure they get to Zach to be answered.  If any question is important to you, then it’s important to Zach!   

Listen today to see how great changes come from small steps in health and in grief.

WORD of the Week   (chosen by Zach Lloyd)  "In the beginning was the word, the word was with God, and the word was God." John 1:1

Songs of the Week (chosen by Zach Lloyd)

UP! Forrest Frank & Connor Price

Good to Know by Zach Williams

All things Zach Lloyd:

Free Gift!  Zach's End Calorie CountingToolkit: https://bit.ly/EndCalCounting

Website:  https://zachlloydcoaching.com

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9rYOAoCGonrZpdWxSl6oUQ

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/zachlloydcoaching/

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So today, you get to hear from our first ‘guy’ on the podcast.  :-) 

We’re gonna talk with Zach Lloyd. He is a Lifestyle – anti-diet – coach.  He emailed me after listening to an episode of Grief 2 Great Day, so he had my attention with that fact. But as we emailed and then met via Zoom, I was excited to share not only WHAT he does with you but WHO he is. 

I’ve said many times that after going through grief, I can also tell if someone has been through something in their life because, if they allow it, God will bring growth, maturity and most importantly a higher perspective. Well, that’s what I see in Zach. 

You might be thinking - who cares about health right now?  I want you to because it will help you!  See, even though I knew what to do, I wish I had met someone like Zach back then.

Someone to help support the small steps, to encourage with an understanding of how hard it can be to get out of bed and to keep me accountable. He’s been through hard times which have shaped who he is.

Listen today to see how great changes come from small steps in health and in grief.

WORD of the Week   (chosen by Zach Lloyd)  "In the beginning was the word, the word was with God, and the word was God." John 1:1

Songs of the Week (chosen by Zach Lloyd)

UP! Forrest Frank & Connor Price

Good to Know by Zach Williams

All things Zach Lloyd:

Free Gift!  Zach's End Calorie CountingToolkit: https://bit.ly/EndCalCounting

Website:  https://zachlloydcoaching.com

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9rYOAoCGonrZpdWxSl6oUQ

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/zachlloydcoaching/

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The holidays are over, but the struggle is NOT!  Hear from Those Who Have Walked Your Journey!  Holiday Grief Relief Summit (replay recording)

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Quote:

Because a tiny baby was born to a virgin in a stable in Bethlehem, one day I can get all my questions answered. I can chat with Joseph about how he felt. I can talk to the wise men about their journeys – the exciting one to Bethlehem via Jerusalem and the covert one as they returned home another way to escape King Herod.

I can meet Jesus’ brothers and sisters. I can ask Mary to share her side of the story. Beginning at the stable – but continuing to the cross. I can ask her what it felt like to watch her firstborn son be slaughtered 33 years after that night in Bethlehem. And how she felt when she came upon the empty tomb three days later.

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Candy Chang on creating Before I Die in New Orleans:

I lived a block away from an abandoned house that had been collecting dust and graffiti for years. I wondered if I could make it a nicer space for my neighborhood and make a tribute to Joan by creating a space to restore perspective. I made a homemade stencil that said, “Before I die, I want to _____.”

With help from old and new friends, I painted the side of this crumbling house with chalkboard paint and stenciled it with this prompt so that anyone walking by could pick up a piece of chalk, reflect on death and life, and share their personal aspirations in public.

It was all an experiment, and I didn’t know what to expect. Because it was cheap to make, I thought it would be no big deal if it didn’t work out.

By the next day, the wall was entirely filled and it kept growing: Before I die I want to… sing for millions, abandon all insecurities, get my wife back, eat all the carbs I want, hold her one more time, be completely myself. The gamut of humanity was on full display, and the wall became an honest mess of the longing, fear, insecurity, gratitude, humor, pain, and grace you find in every community. I saw how much I was not alone as I tried to make sense of my life, and the wall became in icebreaker for meaningful conversations on death and emotional health. Seeing some private corner of your psyche reflected in someone else’s handwriting on a public wall can be incredibly reassuring on an individual level, and it’s a step towards seeing ourselves in one another.

WORD of the Week    This certain hope of being saved is a strong and trustworthy anchor for our souls, connecting us with God himself behind the sacred curtains of heaven. Hebrews 6:19

Song of the Week  I Have to Believe by Karen Wheaton  

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Quote:

1. God will still be Sovereign. Seated on His throne. In charge. At work. No matter who is elected.
2. God will not be surprised by who is elected. Daniel, who worked diligently for the government who had overthrown his homeland and destroyed it, wrote these words about God: He said, “Praise the name of God forever and ever, for he has all wisdom and power. He controls the course of world events; he removes kings and sets up other kings.” (Daniel 2)…..

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Today is a short but practical way to feel better and who doesn’t want to feel better in grief?

I’m gonna talk a little more about the “RISE” part of pray, read and rise.  I’ve shared with you that the greatest actions you can take in grief are praying (no matter what that sounds like); reading the Bible (no matter how little you are able to) and Rising.

The Rise portion is of great value to your journey – not only for the future – but for right now.  See, exercise has been shown to be as effective as Prozac for depression.  And exercise comes with only good side effects such as better (or deeper sleep)……

WORD of the Week    A joyful heart is good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones. Proverbs 17:22  

Song of the Week   Alabaster Box by CeCe Winans

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Quote:

……In prayer, I want it to be that I ask and God instantly answers. In a way I understand. Clearly. In a way I like. To my satisfaction.

In learning, I want it to be that I read the Bible briefly, casually, in a few spare moments and become a spiritual giant. Understanding it all clearly. Applying it all perfectly. Completely transformed in an instant.

In relationships, I want it to be that I do things God’s way and instantly have no conflict.

I forgive or am forgiven, and everything is instantly restored. I have a tough conversation, and everyone ends up on the same page after a few moments.

I choose love and they choose love, and we all live happily ever after.

In spiritual growth, I want it to be that I pop in a few great quotes from other godly people – or even a great book on the Christian life – and I am suddenly transformed.

Encouraged. Uplifted. Changed completely. All better now.

Beep! The stew is done! Without an extended period of heat.

Without it taking half of forever…..

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Cuss words – the definition is to say words that aren’t polite because you’re angry. That’s the definition.

In grief, there are words we do not want to say or hear because when we do hear them, it creates all kinds of emotions – anger, offense and did I mention anger?  On a good day in grief, the biggest of these cuss words can cause you to shut down.  Well, that was my experience, but maybe it’s different for you.

Let’s see.  When I tell you that at some point, you’re gonna have to accept what has happened, how does that hit your heart?  My reaction was pure rebellion because in my mind, the word acceptance meant ‘agreeing with’ or ‘approving of’ and I had no intention of doing either of those things.

This is where I thought my faith was lacking – that if I had more faith (at that point, I felt I had none), so if I had any faith, then I could accept what God allowed.  But coming to a place of acceptance is the crazy ride of grief.   There’s so much rolled up in that word and that’s what I want to talk about today:  What is included in ‘acceptance’ what, it really means, and 3 reasons grief cuss words such as acceptance will help you rebuild a life.

WORD of the Week   Through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And weboast in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but wealso glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. Romans 5:2-4

Song of the Week   Trust in God

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Quote:

But here is what I love: I know that God loves me. I am His beloved daughter.  And He delights in showing me the path I should take – if and when I let Him.

So my job is to incline the ear of my heart to Him. To take the time to read His Word so I recognize His Voice. To spend time in prayer so that I know what His presence and His peace are like.

To hold up my thoughts, urgings or promptings against the background of those things to “test the spirits”. And then to wait on Him for clarity of thought, for that “peace that passes understanding” before I act.

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Well, this isn’t the episode that was scheduled for today because I wanted to share something I thought was incredibly important and something I touched on last week.

Lately several of you have shared being ‘unencouraged’ by others in daily life - some of those people being Christians.  I know if I’m hearing from more than 4 or 5 people, that many others are experiencing the same thing. I find that I’m real sensitive when it comes to this subject because I’ve experienced both the helpful and the hurtful comments people make.   

Today and the reason for this episode – in the last week I was reading some of the posts in the FB group – and they made me emotional because of the love and care that is shown. 

I want to share some of the comments because you may not be a part of the group, but you may need to hear these! 

WORD of the Week   Words kill, words give life; they’re either poison or fruit—you choose.  Proverbs 18:21  

Song of the Week   Speak Life by TobyMac

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Quote:

I am out of alignment. And it causes pain throughout the Body. When I do not align my feet properly, I feel in it my arches, knees, hips and back.

And when I do not align my life with God’s Word, I feel it all over.

When I pick and choose what the Bible says – or rather, what I want it to say – by taking verses out of context, I am out of alignment.

When I know what the Bible plainly says – like “Put on your new nature, and be renewed as you learn to know your Creator and become like him. In this new life, it doesn’t matter if you are a Jew or a Gentile, circumcised or uncircumcised, barbaric, uncivilized, slave, or free. Christ is all that matters, and he lives in all of us. Since God chose you to be the holy people he loves, you must clothe yourselves with tenderhearted mercy, kindness, humility, gentleness, and patience” (Colossians 3) – but choose to live like I am the only one who actually matters, I am out of alignment.

When I don’t really read or study my Bible for myself but instead live on the words of humans without checking them against the Truth of scripture, I am out of alignment.

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… The second month was different…no longer exhausted from caretaking but exhausted emotionally.  I was surrounded by my peeps but less so (because after all, people had to return to their lives).  I thought (quite literally I was going to die). I really did – but I kept breathing and even that was hard. 

I didn’t understand how I kept waking up in the morning.  What kind of purpose did my life have now?  My fights began in earnest: the fight to get out of bed, to take a shower, and to care about any of those things. My fight with God also began…why, why, why?  How could you let that happen, God?  Why would you let that happen?

I understood and was drawn to Psalms more than ever in my life. Before I was all about Proverbs because that book told me how to live a godly life.  It fit my religious life.  But now Psalms and Job and all the anguish and lamenting.  I understood it but I saw my situation differently.  David lamented but praised while I lamented, blamed, accused and asked for understanding.  I told God that 43 years was enough, and I had no purpose, so I was fine if my time was up too…

But God….

WORD of the Week  “I came naked from my mother’s womb,” he said, “and I shall have nothing when I die. The Lord gave me everything I had, and they were his to take away. Blessed be the name of the Lord.” Job 1:21 Living Translation

Song of the Week  The Story I'll Tell (feat. Naomi Raine) | Maverick City Music  

Part of the lyrics:  I’ll testify of the battles you have won!   My God did not fail – it’s the story I’ll tell!  I’ll look back over the years and see your hands on it!!

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Quote:

But one day I will see Jesus face to face.

And one day I will understand. Because I will see the big picture. And I will fall at His feet and worship Him because I will see how He, indeed, worked “all things together” for my good and His glory – because I am His.

A hymn writer put it this way: “Jesus, Jesus, how I trust Him! How I’ve proved Him o’er and o’er Jesus, Jesus, precious Jesus, Oh, for grace to trust Him more!”

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If this is your first time listening, Monica is the reason you are listening – she was my best friend but much more like a sister, mentor, mom and encourager for almost 20 years. 

She was diagnosed with stage 4 melanoma and in the 6 months that she lived, walked out a faith that most (including me called crazy).  I was honored to be her caretaker and lived out the most awful and awesome 6 months with her.

This week I share the chapter on ‘Going After God’ in the Dying to Be Healed Book.  This will describe my ugly faith journey because of Monica’s crazy faith. Last week, I shared the chapter on ‘What is Faith Then?’ I want to show you what I saw as I reflected on her journey that helped me on mine.   

Your faith is being tested and there is no right or wrong to feel…you feel what you feel, so don’t worry if you question God more than you praise him. Grief will flip life and everything you believe on its head.  What’s important now is that you take action in the right direction…

If you want to read more about Monica or her journey, go to the website, grief-the number2-great day.com and click on the book tab.  This is not a book on grief, it is a book about faith in the hardest of circumstances and may be helpful to you!

WORD of the Week    “God has a plan for each and every one of us if we are willing to listen and give Him control of our lives (Jeremiah 29:11).”

Song of the Week  Rescue by Lauren Daigle    

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If this is your first time listening, Monica is the reason you are listening – she was my best friend but much more like a sister, mentor, mom and encourager for almost 20 years. 

She was diagnosed with stage 4 melanoma and in the 6 months that she lived, walked out a faith that most (including me called crazy).  I was honored to be her caretaker and lived out the most awful and awesome 6 months with her.

This week I want to share the chapter on What is Faith Then? In the Dying to Be Healed book. I want to show you what I saw as I reflected on her journey that helped me on mine.  Next week, I’ll share the chapter on Going After God. This will describe my ugly faith journey because of Monica’s crazy faith. 

Your faith is being tested now and there is no right or wrong to feel…you feel what you feel, so don’t worry if you question God more than you praise him. Grief will flip life and everything you believe on its head.  What’s important now is that you take action in the right direction…

If you want to read more about Monica or her journey, go to the website, grief-the number2-great day.com and click on the book tab.  This is not a book on grief, it is a book about faith in the hardest of circumstances and may be helpful to you!

WORD of the Week   “Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen” (Hebrews 11:1)

Song of the Week   This I Know by Monica King  (posted on FB)

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Quote:

I forget Whose I am. That my Daddy is Sovereign, Lord over all, in charge at all times and never, ever unaware of my circumstances.

I forget the equipment He has given me to navigate my life. A full tank of gas that is continuously replenished from His own supply. Or, as Paul put it in Ephesians 1, the same power that raised Jesus from the dead is at work in me.

A fully-functioning, never-wrong, always-connected GPS also known as the Holy Spirit of the Living God dwelling inside of me. He will always guide, always comfort, always correct. I just have to ask.

A full supply of food and drink, always available from the Bread of Life Himself, the Living Water that always satisfies.

And even a paper road map, the Word of God. Always there to give direction. Always there to confirm the GPS, even as the GPS confirms it.

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

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But then there is the God of the Bible.

The One Who has revealed Himself in the pages of Scripture. The God Who IS – not the One I think He is. Or even the One I want Him to be.

God the Father, seated on His throne. Sovereign over all things.

With ultimate control of every circumstance. ALL powerful. ALL knowing. Completely pure. Holy. Perfect in all His ways.

The One who “…who changes the times and the seasons” and “…removes kings and establishes kings.” (Daniel 2:21) The One who makes “the king’s heart like channels of water” in His hand, turning it “whichever way He wishes.” (Proverbs 21:1, AMP) The One Who “delights in every detail of our lives”. (Psalm 37:23, NLT) The One Who “daily carries us in His arms” (Psalm 68:19, NLT) The One Who showed us His holiness in the giving of the Law, knowing we would break it.

And then also gave us His One and Only Son as the substitute for our punishment, knowing He did not want to live without us.

And that is just the beginning of Who the Bible says He is.

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I don’t like all the changes it will take to become healthy.  Living daily life holds its own challenges before undertaking real change and to try to live daily life and change reminds me of when I went through grief.  And it is what I hear from a lot of you as well.

How are you expected to walk through grief and continue to carry on normal life?  My health changes are time consuming and a mental challenge at times, but going through grief is a complete upheaval of what was – it is coming to terms with what is - and then walking into the unchartered territory of what will be.

Because of continuous injuries (that I’m not at all salty about), we’ve started stretching too!  How much more do I have to do to not hurt?  If that statement doesn’t describe going through grief, I don’t know what does. 

Now, if you take away nothing else in this episode listen to these 3 statements to help you persevere in what seems like the endless days of grief.

WORD of the Week   "As you therefore have received Christ Jesus the Lord, so walk in Him, rooted and built up in Him and established in the faith, as you have been taught, abounding in it with thanksgiving" (Colossians 2:6–7).

Song of the Week    Walk with Jesus by Consumed by Fire

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

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Jeremiah put it this way: “God’s mercies are new every morning.” God created us to love fresh starts. And so He created the rhythm of our days to give us a new beginning each morning.  To begin anew each day.

Was yesterday a bad day?

Perhaps my circumstances were not what I would have liked. Perhaps I failed to conquer that one sin, that ongoing temptation. Perhaps I spent the day nursing a bad attitude.

Or operating strictly in my own strength. Perhaps I snapped at someone I loved. Or perhaps I chose to give them the cold shoulder.

Yesterday is gone. And today is a fresh start. Because His mercies are new every morning. Because great is His faithfulness. Because “weeping may last for the night but joy comes in the morning”. Because today I can choose to “set my mind on things above” rather than on the things of earth. Because “this is the day the Lord has made; I will rejoice and be glad in it.”

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Grief is something no one wants to go through. And before I went through it, it death wasn’t something I wanted to talk about.  A year before Monica died, our hospital’s hospice house was built and there was a grand opening, and all staff were encouraged to go. Monica was a nurse case manager who had previously referred many patients to out-of-the county inpatient hospices, so this was a great thing for our community. 

Though the building was new, spacious and beautiful, we never went because of my uncomfortableness with the idea of death and dying.  I felt that if I talked about it or worse yet – walk into a hospice house – it would happen.

Because of our uncomfortableness with grief and our desire not to talk about it, there hadn’t been research into dying until 1969. So, let me share a little background on how the Stages of Grief came to be and how they were NEVER intended to help people go through grief. 

Today I’m talking about who the Stages of Grief were intended for; why this is important for your journey and how to manage your emotional rollercoaster far better than using the Stages of Grief.

WORD of the Week    

I’m feeling terrible—I couldn’t feel worse! Get me on my feet again. You promised, remember? When I told my story, you responded, train me well in your deep wisdom. Help me understand these things inside and out so I can ponder your miracle-wonders. My sad life’s dilapidated, a falling-down barn; build me up again by your Word. Barricade the road that goes Nowhere; grace me with your clear revelation. I choose the true road to Somewhere, I post your road signs at every curve and corner. I grasp and cling to whatever you tell me; God, don’t let me down! I’ll run the course you lay out for me if you’ll just show me how. Psalm 119:25-32 (Message)

Song of the Week   Even If by Anthony Evans

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

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Everything I have is a gift from His good hand of grace. The obvious stuff like stuff – my house, my car, my clothing, my money. And the less tangible stuff – my time, my abilities, my freedom, laughter, friendships, family.

Not to mention the thousands of things I take for granted most of the time – the air in my lungs, my eyesight, the ability to walk, stand, and sit up on my own.

And the even-more-behind-the-scenes gifts like the automatic processes of my body that I rarely ponder until they are hindered – breathing, blinking, my heart beating, brain waves, nerves firing.

Every bit of that – and so much more – is a good gift from a good God.

And every bit of that is utterly dependent upon Him, whether I recognize that fact or not.

Paul put it this way. He said, “In Him we live and move and exist.” (Acts 17)

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Walking through grief will be the hardest thing you ever do – for many reasons including losing your identity because you can no longer by the you - you were before your loved one died; or not knowing how to live a life different than the one you have lived for years or what you had expected to live with them.  Also, the loss will never leave you.  This is important because first, I don’t want to freak you out thinking that it will never get better – it will.  But this is important in what we are talking about when it comes to crossroads moments after loss.

And before I get into what I want to share, please do not make any life-altering decisions for at least the first year. Your life has been altered and so has your brain because of grief. The brain is changed in grief, and it needs time to heal as well.  So, to say you are not in your right mind in the first year of grief is pretty accurate.  Because of that, no big financial decisions, selling the house decisions, relationship decisions should be made right now. If you have to sell property or move, then you have to but if you don’t have to – don’t.

I have gotten a lot of questions about dating recently.  The questions have been specifically from women who have lost their husbands. However, beginning new relationships for anyone going through grief also applies here.

Today - the question is – how long should I wait until I date again?

WORD of the Week   Trust God from the bottom of your heart; don't try to figure out everything on your own. 6 Listen for God's voice in everything you do, everywhere you go; he's the one who will keep you on track. 7 Don't assume that you know it all.  Proverbs 3:5-7 message

Song of the Week  Have Thine Own Way by Lynda Randall

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

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But I am not always with Him. I forget that He is right here. Loving me. Enjoying me. Wanting to spend time with me. Seeking my heart. Painting rainbows, sunsets, and flowers for my enjoyment. Providing sweet treats for my taste buds and my soul. Willing to listen every moment. Willing to guide every decision I make. Willing to give me all I need, all the time. Thankfully, His presence is not based on my remembrance of Him. He is there whether I see Him or not.

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As Christians we are all flawed, like the rest of humanity. And, as Christians, we should grieve differently. But, if we are still very human, what does ‘grieving differently’ look like and how do you find the kind of help that takes you to God rather toward the world. 

Finding people who will help you heal are SO important right now and you may find that some friends/family who you thought would always be there for you – aren’t.  And on the flip side, you probably have met or will meet those you never expected to be a part of your life who become vital to your healing.

This is not by mistake. In grief, I saw God use circumstances to refine my world and what I call my inner circle.

Today we’re going to talk about the hallmarks of Godly friends to help you in your healing through grief. 

WORD of the Week   Walk with the wise and become wise, for a companion of fools suffers harm. Proverbs 13:20   

Song of the Week   My Prayer for You by Alisa Turner

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

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Others would quickly throw up their hands and take a seat in a corner, rocking back and forth, moaning about the problem to all who would listen. They would even go so far as to say, “Well, obviously the King has forgotten about me. After all, He is so busy with His whole Kingdom and I am just a little steward. No one cares – and especially not the King! After all, if He cared about me, I wouldn’t have problems to overcome.” What they forgot was that the King was all wise. He knew his enemy and had control over what problems He allowed the enemy to cause.  

Because, you see, the King had a deeper and wiser plan than the enemy. He knew that each problem the enemy caused could be a precious lesson for the steward, a way to help his or her corner of the Kingdom thrive. And He had already promised that to the stewards – “Whatever the enemy intends for evil, I will work together for good for you because you are a steward of my Kingdom. And even the problems you bring on yourself – even those, I will bring something beautiful from, if you will let me.”

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Nobody wants to attend a funeral – regardless of who it is.  But – when it’s your loved one that the funeral is being scheduled for and it’s gonna be you on the front row?  Well – that’s a whole different ball game!

Is this really happening?  Did we just schedule a date for their funeral?  It all seems surreal, but no amount of protest can change the fact that it has been scheduled.

Beyond the shock of this event – how do you get through the day; the activities before and after and how do you navigate other’s emotions when you are just trying to breathe?

Today we’ll talk about how to get through the service of your loved one and if you are listening to this, you have probably already walked through this incredibly hard day.  Listen anyway because there are very practical and helpful actions for you to take in the days, weeks and months after.

WORD of the Week   the Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing.  He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he refreshes my soul.  He guides me along the right paths for his name’s sake. Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.  Psalm 23:1-4 (NIV)

Song of the Week  I Will Rise by Chris Tomlin 

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

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I say that I believe that God is real. I say a lot of things about Him. He is good. Everything He does is right. He is Sovereign, the Most High God, in complete control. He is worthy of all my praise. He is a good, good Father and He loves me. He hates sin – all sin. He loves people – all people. He is the Creator and as such, gets to set the rules. All of the rules.

But do these beliefs even inform my actions – let alone determine them?

I say, “I believe that God is good and everything He does is right.” But then something goes wrong and I immediately doubt His love for me. Or something goes wrong and I immediately go into fix-it mode, without stopping to pray or even to think about what His Word might say on this matter. Or something goes wrong and I outwardly smile but inwardly start to fret about how it.

So, do I really believe that “God is good and everything He does is right”? Or is it lip-service?

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Today is a great day because I get to introduce Cheri Eilers to you. Now, if you are in the Grief Group for Christian Women (private FB group), you have been blessed by her warm and caring welcomes.  But today everyone gets to hear Cheri’s story.

Cheri’s husband of over 40 years died and soon after, her mother did also.  She will share with you how these losses took her to a ‘crisis of faith,’ and what happened next.

I believe you will be able to relate to the emotional pain and spiritual questioning and I pray you will be encouraged to hold on as she shares the hope from God that makes healing possible.

WORD of the Week   And provide for those who grieve in Zion— to bestow on them a crown of beauty instead of ashes, the oil of joy instead of mourning, and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair.  They will be called oaks of righteousness, a planting of the Lord for the display of his splendor.  Isaiah 61:3

Song of the Week   "Scars" by I Am They

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

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When people do not meet my expectations, I have choices.  I can be offended and then choose to forgive.  Or I can be offended and then choose not to forgive (which, of course, would be sin).  Or, I can choose to not be offended at all, remembering that we are all flawed sinners and choosing to believe the best about that person.  (And yes, sometimes I have to call the other person on their behavior – but most of the time the offense committed falls under, “Love covers a multitude of sins.”.)  But when GOD does not meet my expectations, I have only one correct choice.

And that is to trust Him.

To believe that He has the big picture in mind.

To remember that this world is incredibly temporary.

To “set my mind on things above” (Colossians 3), remembering that in the not-too-distant future, I will be at Home with him and all of these troubles will be what Paul calls them – “light and momentary” (2 Corinthians 4).

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What’s it like to hear from an old friend? You may not have talked for a while – months, years even decades but when you do reconnect…isn’t it amazing how you can pick right back up like no time had passed?

There may not have been a lot of contact, but there is a great connection.  That’s how your relationship with God may be in grief.  You may not want or be able to have a lot of contact right now, but I promise, you are still so very connected!

Remember how happy you are to talk with that old friend? Now imagine how happy God is to hear from you especially when you are going through the hardest time of life. He’s ecstatic and it doesn’t matter if it’s been a while.

Today I’ll share my reconnection with an old friend and 3 promises for you to hold onto while going through grief to help ease the pressure of how much contact you should have with God right now.

WORD of the Week  And remember, I am with you always, to the end of the age.   Matthew 28:20  

Song of the Week   Why God by Austin French

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

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As an adult, I still have that same over-active brain. And it still loves to do its most creative, grueling and unreasonable workouts between 1 and 2 AM.

I don’t imagine disasters like house fires now. Instead, the brain kicks in with a to-do list. And a problems list. And a “how-are-we-going-to-deal-with-THAT?” list.

During the day I do a much better job catching the lists when they start to march through my mind. I wrestle them to the ground by using these steps:

Write down what needs to be done. Pray over it, releasing it to God.

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Today, I’m excited to share Juli Boit with you! 

Juli Boit is an author, community builder, and nonprofit leader working at the intersection of faith, global health, and human dignity. For eighteen years, Juli has lived and worked in Africa, founding and serving as International Director of Living Room International, a community-led nonprofit providing hospice and palliative care services to adults and children in Western Kenya.

A Family Nurse Practitioner, Juli has combined her dual passions of healthcare and social justice into a unique expression of love that provides desperately needed services in an underserved community. That said, Juli would be the first to add she’s the one who has been loved the most by her patients and neighbors in her home village of Kipkaren—most notably by Titus, her Kenyan husband, and their children Sharon, Alice, Ella, Geoffrey, and Ryan.

What she is doing in Kenya is needed and exceptional!  To learn more about Juli and the important work she is doing please visit her website: https://juliboit.com/ 

WORD of the Week   Love is Patient, Love is Kind… I Corinthians 13

Song of the Week  The Greatest of These is Love by Larnelle Harris   

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

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I want to want just You, God. Not what You can do. Not what You can give me. Just You.

I want to love You simply because You are God. My Creator. My King. THE King of Kings and Lord of Lords. The Great I AM. The Rock. My Fortress, Strong Tower, Deliverer. And, more than any of that, my Savior.

I want to love You simply because You chose to love me first. I want to love You because You saw my life before time began and made a plan to redeem me, to take the justly deserved punishment for my sins, to give me eternal life, to call me Your precious child. I want to love You for Your goodness, Your kindness, Your mercy and grace.

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When I heard that Mandisa had died, I was so shocked…then very sad that someone I never met – but who had a profound impact on my grief journey – was no longer with us. 

It took me right back to her song, “He is With You” and one of the darkest moments of my fight with God – a God I didn’t understand – a God I was starting to question even existed. 

This song was what, I believe, God used to help soften my heart toward him and turn the greatest fight of my life (with Him) to a crossroad moment where I decided he was real, he was good, and He was with me! 

Thank you Mandisa and thank you Lord for using such a beautiful soul to help bring light to my darkness!

WORD of the Week  There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under the heavens.  Ecclesiastes 3:1  

Song of the Week  He is With You by Mandisa

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Quote:

Your Father in heaven is a good, good Dad. He adores you! He is crazy about you. AND HE KNOWS WHAT IS BEST FOR YOU. Because He made you. And He sees every moment of time, past, present and future. He sees it all. And He knows the very best ways to guide you through it all. He has been kind enough to lay it out in His Word. How to live. How to handle your money. How to raise your kids. How to do marriage well. How to treat people who mistreat you. How to treat your boss, no matter your job. How to deal with your sexuality. How to navigate through temptation. How to dress – even how to handle alcohol and food! And what to do when you blow it in any area. It is ALL in there!

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What does health have to do with what you are going through?  After all, who cares about being healthy when you’ve lost your loved one?  The short answer is that you should. 

One of the biggest similarities between grief and health in my experience is the “when” question!  When will it change, when will it be done? 

Today we’ll talk about the ‘measuring stick’ of change. We’ll talk about how we tend to look at the wrong measure for healing in grief and for getting healthy in our physical bodies.

And, most importantly, I’m going to remind you of the one thing you have that many don’t. I’ve had a reminder of the stark contrast of those of you listening to this podcast versus others! 

WORD of the Week   For you have need of patient endurance [to bear up under difficult circumstances without compromising], so that when you have carried out the will of God, you may receive and enjoy to the full what is promised. Hebrews 10:36 (amplified)

Song of the Week   Press On by Mandisa

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Quote:

“But here is the real power in the “why behind the what” that goes well beyond working with kids. It is a powerful tool for dealing with temptation in your own life.

God has set boundaries over us to keep us safe and help us to accomplish the purposes He planned in advance for us to do. (Ephesians 2). Those boundaries are clearly laid out in Scripture. And He always, always tells us the “why behind the what” when it comes to those boundaries.”

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What does health have to do with what you are going through?  After all, who cares about being healthy when you’ve lost your loved one?  The short answer is that you should.  I’m not talking about the long-term results because getting active while in the day-to-day life of grief will do three things for you: improve your emotions, decrease overwhelm and give you a healthy distraction or break from the heaviness of what you must deal with. 

I wish I could tell you how I did that and how much it helped, but as you know my fight with God took all my energy the first 2 years and even when I was able to push, I didn’t.  If that’s you today, that’s perfectly alright, but what if you could feel better with minimal effort? 

Today we’ll talk about ‘challenging the impossible’ and I’ll share where I am in my health journey which started in earnest in February of this year. This is important for my long-term health, but it’s also the last thing I never took control of after Monica died.

Going through grief, you are equipping yourself to improve your health because the processes are similar. And, if you improve your health, you will help your daily emotions.   

WORD of the Week   For you have need of patient endurance [to bear up under difficult circumstances without compromising], so that when you have carried out the will of God, you may receive and enjoy to the full what is promised. Hebrews 10:36 (amplified)

Song of the Week   Happy Dance by MercyMe

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Quote:

“When pressure and stress bear down on me, I delight in Your Word.” David clung to the promises of God.

He consciously remembered the history of God’s people as well as his personal history with the Lord.  As he chose to remember God’s Word, he heard God’s voice – above the tumult that was his life.

And he not only knew it in his head, he cradled it in his heart. But even that would have been useless if he had not applied it to his life. He lived God’s commands.

Even when it was hard.

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When you lose a loved one, there is no question that you will question some things.  I don’t care how close a relationship you have or don’t have with God, you will question things from his existence to your faith and everything in between because your loved one has died.  This is where your plans, the life you were living and expecting to continue to live ‘bump into the sovereignty of God.’

That bump for me made me question my questions and his goodness. It made me question whether he was there and listening because Monica’s faith was not rewarded, she was not healed and she suffered the 6 months before she died. What kind of God allows that?

It doesn’t matter where you are today in your relationship with God because great transformation is possible for you!  Yes, you can get through the day without crying (it took me over a year), Yes, you can think about your loved one without falling apart and yes, you do still have a future because God is real, he is good, and he has plans for you!

Today, I’ll share how to spiritually handle unanswered prayers and how to build a deep faith even in grief. God will not waste your pain!!  

WORD of the Week   Consider it a sheer gift, friends, when tests and challenges come at you from all sides. You know that under pressure, your faith-life is forced into the open and shows its true colors. So don’t try to get out of anything prematurely. Let it do its work so you become mature and well-developed, not deficient in any way. James 1:2-4

Song of the Week   Stay Strong by Danny Gokey

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Quote:

But then came the rain.  And the weeds popping up all over again.

Because that is what rain does.  It brings to light what is truly planted just beneath the surface.  In all my vehement hoeing, I neglected to take out the roots of the weeds.  And even though I was zealous, I was not careful and absolute.  And when the rains came, they showed my labors for what they were.

How like my life!  When the sun is shining and my circumstances are all I think they should be, it is easy to disguise the true contents of my heart. 

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We know we shouldn’t worry about things – that ‘giving it to God’ is the only way to truly calm our anxieties.  In life before grief, you may have tried hard to ‘stop worrying,’ to stop being in control of the things you had no control over, but it wasn’t easy.  Now, in grief…well – that’s a whole different deal. Your loss and how it occurred can cause you to fear new things while amplifying the fears we already had.

The song of the week (Letting Go) has lyrics that speak to this: "Maybe I don’t have to see what the future holds to trust Your promises to me. In my weakness You are strong. And in the moments when I feel powerless, you are closest to me then.”

Today I’m going to share a situation in my life – just a few weeks ago – that illustrates this point. I was disappointed in my reaction because it reminded me of when I walked through grief and tried to control everything on my own. Instead, I should have given it to God and had faith to let him handle the outcome.

WORD of the Week    Don’t fret or worry. Instead of worrying, pray. Let petitions and praises shape your worries into prayers, letting God know your concerns. Before you know it, a sense of God’s wholeness, everything coming together for good, will come and settle you down. It’s wonderful what happens when Christ displaces worry at the center of your life.  Phil 4:6-7

Song of the Week  Letting Go by Switch Music

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Quote:

God. Loves. You. You. Are. Loved.

Because, for once in your life, this love is not based on your performance – or lack thereof.

It is based in His. His performance. His character. His heart. His choice.

God loves you because of Who He is. Because He chooses to do so. And He refuses not to.

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Even in grief, there are choices to make. You don’t feel like you have a choice in many of the things which brought you to this point and you’re right. Life is not easy and there are times when you have no control over what happens to you. 

What you do have a choice over is what to do when those things happen.  Grief, in my opinion, is the hardest thing you will ever go through and for most of us, there are many losses in our lifetime.

What do you do now?  After the shock wears off, it is up to you to choose to continue to live. If you’re thinking, “I want to get out of the bed, but I just can’t,” please rethink that statement.  If you are physically able to get out of bed, then the truth is, you feel too overwhelmed to face the day.  

Today we’ll talk about 3 hard decisions you must make as you walk through grief. Are they hard? Yes!  Are they worth it?  YES!

WORD of the Week   Then said Jesus to those Jews which believed on him, If ye continue in my word, then are ye my disciples indeed;  And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.  John 8:31-32

Song of the Week  Trust in God by Aware Worship (featuring Mark Gutierrez)  

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Quote:

But I often forget.

I forget that this world is not my home. I forget that I am a stranger in a strange land. I forget that I am not living for the here and now but for eternity. I forget to “seek first the Kingdom of God and HIS righteousness”. I forget that many, many of the people around me do not have a personal relationship with God. They have not been forgiven because they have not asked. They have not seen prayers answered because they do not believe. I forget that I have one purpose and one purpose only – to glorify God.

This life is not about me. My comfort. My happiness. My successes. Or my failures. My struggles. My needs. This life is not about me. It is a short, temporary journey leading to an eternal home. And that is not just true about me – it is true about every person I meet. Their lives, like mine, are “flowers quickly fading”. And their lives, like mine, are short, temporary journeys that will end in an eternal destination – life with God forever or life separated from Him. My sole purpose in life is to be a gigantic, glowing, flashing sign that says, “God loves you.

He wants to be your friend. I know because He says so in His Word, and because He is my friend – let me point the way to Him.”

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Do you visit the grave of your loved one?

Death is the ultimate divide between our past and our future (John Piper).  When we walk through grief, we aren’t thinking about these profound insights. Trying to make sense of ‘what is’ and ‘what was’ is part of what takes us to visit the grave of our loved ones.  It can also help us process our new reality.

Today, I’ll share ways that visiting their grave are unhealthy and unhelpful and ways that going to your loved one’s grave is healthy, helpful and honoring.  

And, if you do not have a physical grave to visit, I’ll share how this can apply to you too.

WORD of the Week  To everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose under heaven: A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted. A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up; A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance.  Ecclesiastes 3:1-4

Song of the Week  He’ll Do It Again by Karen Wheaton

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Quote:

I have to take every problem, every situation, every decision, every thought and align them with God’s Word.

I have to take a giant step back and ask God to give me His perspective on each thing, person, circumstance, decision.

I have to put on the glasses of what I say I believe and actually apply the words to the reality, choosing to trust that His perspective, ways, thoughts and plans are better than my own.

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Today we’ll continue the conversation about using dependence on God to achieve what seems impossible. 

I’ve asked before, what seems impossible in your life today?  Is it that life will ever be good or even normal again?  Maybe your impossible is that the tears will actually stop after feeling like you cried an ocean.

What if I told you that those things and more ARE possible for you! Yes you!  If you are a child of God, this is available to you, even after going through a life-shattering loss! 

I’m also gonna give you more details about how you can join me in my health journey! If you are wondering why I would think care about health right now when you’re just trying to get through the day – well, it’s because what I learned in my grief journey can help you in yours. 

This is not about you running a marathon but understanding that grief (and health) are not sprints!  This is about how you show up for yourself; it’s about how you push through the “who cares” and the “I cant’s” of grief to build a healthy physical, emotional and spiritual foundation for life you still have to live. Don’t settle for watching life go by – because you have a gift, you have a purpose, and you are here for more!

WORD of the Week    For everyone born of God overcomes the world. This is the victory that has overcome the world, even our faith.  1 John 5:4

Song of the Week   Stronger by Mandisa

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Quote:

Truth:  God not only promises to meet my needs, He promises to never, ever leave me or forsake me. I cannot make Him go away – even when I want to do so! I cannot make Him stop loving me, even when I stop loving myself. (Hebrews 13; John 10)

And that would be enough. But He does still more.

Not only does He not destroy me, His rebel creation, He long ago provided a way to redeem me.

And He not only redeems me – but then He bids me to come to Him with all I need.

And He not only says to come boldly, but He promises me His presence. Daily. Forever.

And then He does even more. He takes all this wonder even farther….

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Today we’ll begin a conversation about using dependence on God to achieve what seems impossible.  When we do that, we become an overcomer.

So, as I’ve asked before, what seems impossible in your life today?  Is it that life will ever be good or even normal again?  Maybe your impossible is that the tears will actually stop after feeling like you cried an ocean.

What if I told you that those things and more ARE possible for you! Yes you!  If you are a child of God, this is available to you, even after going through a life-shattering loss! 

I’m also gonna tell you how you can join me in my health journey! If you are wondering why I would think care about health right now when you’re just trying to get through the day – well, it’s because what I learned in my grief journey can help you in yours. 

This is not about you running a marathon but understanding that grief (and health) are not sprints!  It’s about how you show up for yourself; it’s about how you push through the “who cares” and the “I cant's” of grief to build a healthy physical, emotional and spiritual foundation for life you still have to live. Don’t settle for watching life go by – because you have a gift, you have a purpose, and you are here for more!

WORD of the Week    Because Christ lives, we can live a life here on earth, not void of pain and temptation, but surrounded with the promise that God is “near to the broken-hearted and saves crushed in spirit” (Psalm 34:18).

Song of the Week  Mount Druitt Conquerors - Because He Lives (Samoan)

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Quote:

The “Truth” side of the equation is not how I feel about Truth or my version of it.

The “Truth” side is based in Scripture, in God’s Word, in what HE says is true. I don’t usually put references for verses when I am doing this in my journal. But I wanted you to see that none of those are my ideas.

In fact, if I replace my emotions with truth of my own making that is not based in the Word of God, then I have simply jumped from one barrier to another. This is why it is so very, very important to spend time in Word of God often – so that you can know Truth and apply it to your everyday world. 

Because when I spend time getting to know God as He is, as He has revealed Himself in His Word, then I can replace my feelings with Truth – and I can soar above the barriers.

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Last week we talked about being a conqueror and this week it’s gonna be about being an overcomer. Don’t worry I haven’t forgotten that you are dealing with grief, but I’m not talking about what you are supposed to muster up in your own strength which may feel opposite of how your current days.

My grief journey, as you know, began with fighting God for more than a full year, so this is not the Easter message you are used to hearing.  The Resurrection of Jesus didn’t move me during that season – it was the other less inspiring aspects that drew me to God.

This Easter your hope can’t be in trying harder or all the things you think you ‘should’ do or ‘should’ feel. Your hope can’t be found in the past (because it’s gone) or the future (when hopefully things will change). It can only be found in Jesus.

WORD of the Week   I have told you all this so that you will have peace of heart and mind. Here on earth, you will have many trials and sorrows; but cheer up, for I have overcome the world.”  John 16:33

Song of the Week  I Thirst by Tatiana

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Quote:

God is good. And everything He does is right.

Do you believe that?

If you do, it will revolutionize your life.

If you don’t, it will paralyze your faith and demoralize your life.

It was the lie – the first lie ever uttered on earth – that the serpent spoke to Eve in the Garden of Eden. “Did God really say…?” (Genesis 3)

In other words, “Does God really know what He is doing? Does He really have your best interest at heart? Perhaps He is keeping something from you…or you from something…that is really, really good. Because, after all, your eyes and ears tell you that you know better…”

God is NOT good and He does not know what He is doing.

Walking by sight always leads to the same conclusion – this is a mess and God made a mistake.

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In grief we feel weak and weary. We feel captive to our emotions because sometimes there’s no controlling the tears or meltdowns.  We wish we could be just a little bit stronger, a little bit further along – a little bit anything but what we are.

The idea of being a conqueror right now is almost comical because we feel far from that.  The truth is grief is hard beyond anything we’ve done in our lives, and we don’t take the time to give ourselves grace or honor the process.

Today we’ll talk about what turning into the conqueror looks like in your life. This isn’t something you do alone – you partner with God to achieve what has been impossible in your life.

WORD of the Week

You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good to accomplish what is now being done, the saving of many lives.  Genesis 50:20

Song of the Week  Don’t Stop Praying by Matthew West

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Well, Hey Framily! Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Quote:

That takes intentionality. That takes choosing.

And that is not based on convenience, how I feel or whatever better thing has come up.  It is a choice to be committed.

Just like I can choose to commit to working out regularly, which will result in great benefit for my body, I can choose to commit to gathering with the Body of Christ regularly, which will result in great benefit for that Body.

It takes discipline and commitment. But the payoff is great.

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Most days in grief we feel weak and weary. We feel captive to our emotions because sometimes there’s no controlling the tears or meltdowns.  We wish we could be just a little bit stronger, a little bit further along – a little bit anything but what we are.

The idea of being a conqueror right now is almost comical because we feel far from that.  The truth is grief is hard beyond anything we’ve done in our lives, and we don’t take the time to give ourselves grace or honor the process.

Today we’ll talk about what being captive means and how it’s much bigger than our individual grief…it’s about spiritual warfare and I want you to understand that the part you play is extremely important! 

WORD of the Week

Turn again our captivity, O LORD, as the streams in the south. They that sow in tears shall reap in joy. He that goes forth and weeps, bearing precious seed, shall doubtless come again with rejoicing, bringing his sheaves with him." Psalm 126:4-6

Song of the Week  Stay Strong by Danny Gokey

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Well, Hey Framily!  Welcome to Coffee & Kathy, this is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Quote:

But I am nothing without my Conductor.

He is the glue that holds my life together, bringing just the right music at the right time, the right dance partners at the right place.

He sets the pace.  Six days of work and one of rest.

He brings in the instruments to make beautiful music; sometimes in a minor key; often in lilting, joyful tones; always the right music at the right time. 

But without Him keeping the rhythm of my life, it would all fall apart.

Paul said it this way: “In Him, we live and move and have our being.” (Acts 17)

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The pain of grief overshadows everything in the beginning of your journey.  It becomes the lens through which all things are filtered. 

So, it’s not surprising that you may have anger, confusion, a million questions or even doubt your faith. It can even cause you to doubt God’s existence.

So, reading the Bible in those first ‘moments’ (which could be weeks or months) becomes different and harder, for a lot of reasons.  The thing is, that building your relationship with God and allowing him to comfort you and heal your heart is the single best thing to do. And that is done through praying and reading the Bible.

Today, I’ll share how to read and pray while you could care less about doing anything and overwhelmed with pain.

WORD of the Week

Don’t fret or worry. Instead of worrying, pray. Let petitions and praises shape your worries into prayers, letting God know your concerns. Before you know it, a sense of God’s wholeness, everything coming together for good, will come and settle you down. It’s wonderful what happens when Christ displaces worry at the center of your life.  Philippians 4:6-7

Song of the Week  Broken Hallelujah by Mandisa

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Well, Hey Framily and welcome to Coffee & Kathy.  This is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Quote:

You cannot choose what others do or say. And you cannot choose your emotions. But you can choose your reactions. And your attitudes. And your actions.

And the best part? The same power that multiplied the loaves and fishes is at work in you. The same God who raised Jesus from the dead have given you everything you need for life and godliness. (2 Peter 1) You have the power inside of you, not from who you are, but from WHOSE you are. So you are able to choose. And so am I.

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Moving from confusion of why you lost your loved one or how they died or anything that leads you to get stuck in, “this is NOT how it was supposed to be” makes acceptance that God’s plan for our life is ultimately the plan harder (even though we can’t see it or understand it). 

The process to get from why? To what now? is just that – a process. For some, it’s quicker than for others, but for ALL, it’s not easy and it’s never as fast as we’d like it.

However, in these valleys is where you build a reliance and a relationship on God like never before. 

Today, we’ll talk about how to make the process LONGER – something no one wants to do!!

WORDs of the Week

But the plans of the LORD stand firm forever, the purposes of his heart through all generations.  Psalm 33:11

Many are the plans in the mind of a man, but it is the purpose of the Lord that will stand. Proverbs 19:21

Song of the Week  The Struggle by Zach Williams 

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Well, hey Framily and welcome to Coffee & Kathy!

This is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).  

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Quote:

You may feel insignificant or alone, down or discouraged today.

And you are, indeed, a “flower quickly fading”, “a vapor”, “a mist”, according to Scripture.  But you are useful to the Creator, a cloud of His creation, set apart for His purposes.

Just keep trusting Him and then sit back and see what He can do with YOU, His cloud.

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When you lose someone, you love, your brain does some strange things. 

God made our amazing bodies and what happens to your brain after the death of a loved one is a protective measure. But it leaves you confused and unsure of everything.  Also, in grief you have to make some basic and sometimes huge decisions, so how do you do that when you hardly know what day it is?

God will guide you – but how do you trust Him when making these important decisions?  Listen today for 3 practical ways to trust God in your uncertainty.

WORD of the Week

Mortals make elaborate plans, but God has the last word.  Humans are satisfied with whatever looks good; GOD probes for what is good.  Put God in charge of your work, then what you’ve planned will take place. Proverbs 16:1-3

Song of the Week  Trust in God by Aware Worship  

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Well Hey Framily and welcome to Coffee & Kathy!

This is Stef from the Grief 2 Great Day Podcast.  You are listening to our weekly devotional episode.

These weekly devotionals are a way for you to get quiet, grab some coffee, tea, or green smoothie and listen as I read from Kathy’s Blog entitled, “Learned Along the Way.”  She was an incredibly wise, funny and fully committed Christ follower. 

Grief is the hardest thing you’ll ever face, don’t ever let anyone diminish that – but let’s also not diminish the power of God’s Word and the transformational healing He will do in your life. I am a living testimony of going from pitiful (heartbroken, years of tears, angry at God & the world, overwhelmed and confused) to powerful (at peace, joyful and strong in my trust, hope and faith in God).   

You are not alone and your today does not have to be your forever!  Oh, I’m so glad you’re here today!  What you need to do now is be still and just listen.

Memorable Passage:

But since when do people expect the pot to cook for them? Where does it make sense that the pipe creates the water that flows through it? Who in their right mind is more excited about the container holding the treasure than the treasure in it?

Because You, God, are the Master Chef, creating the gourmet meal. I am the pot You use to make the masterpiece.

You are the Living Water that chases away drought, washes away dirt, quenches thirst.  I am the pipe that the Water flows through.

You are the Infinite Treasure, the Invaluable Gift. I am the box that simply holds the gift open for others to see.

The pressure is off.

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How do I get relief from this endless pain?  How do I stop being angry or asking why or trying to do the million things that seem impossible? 

Grief is like that movie ‘Groundhog Day’ – the same thing day after day after day. It seems like there’s only changes for the worse and that kind of routine starts to wear on you after a while. It also erodes your hope for a future that is different.

There are three things that will help when you feel like all ya got is grief, that life can’t get better, and that God has forgotten you.  These things will relieve some of the expectation pressure, help you in your interactions with God and serve as a reminder that tomorrow can and will be different!

WORD of the Week   And ye now therefore have sorrow: but I will see you again, and your heart shall rejoice, and your joy no man taketh from you.  John 16:22

Song of the Week    Never Ever Give Up by Matthew West

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