Empowered Voices

Episode 46- My Story 23: Will I Ever Find Safety?!

Thu, 06 Aug 2026 01:13:42 -0600

Everyone else was allowed to play victim, I wasn't allowed that luxury. My grown ass male adult uncles got to live with their eighty year old mother when their marriages had ended and life got hard while I had to keep changing myself just to get help from people that used me. Forced to go back to my childhood home that never felt like home. Interrogations, threats, humiliation rituals after all that abuse my mental health was hanging by a thread and everyone expected me to survive. It was a miracle I was still going. My dad telling me the next place I went would be my new start and my oracle cards telling me... it's not what it seems. Why the fuck did I get nominated to break the ancestral cycles my ancestors weren't strong enough to break and become a leader for the new world?!

Episode 45- My Story 22- My Dead Grandpa and Ancestors Saved Me

Tue, 28 Jul 2026 21:08:48 -0600

You work hard to get your mental health back after years of psychological warfare. I was the healthiest I had ever been and I was finally learning to trust again after dealing with all the narcissism. I had dreams warning me things were not what they seem and without warning I found myself being pushed out of my comfort zone and tossed aside like I was trash. Stabbed in the back and abandoned at a place that felt like prison where I had my rights stripped from me and any human decency erased. Abused and bullied. A mother torn from her child and angry because of the unfair hand life had given me. Moments when it seemed like a door had been opened to be slammed. A dark moment when I found myself debating on killing myself. My dead grandfather and loved ones telling me I wasn't alone and my story was far from over. Divine intervention and walking a path I couldn't see. My faith was being tested.

Episode 46: My story 21- The Divine Can Mess with Technology?!

Tue, 28 Jul 2026 18:21:36 -0600

Being Normal is overrated. Why live a boring human life when you can live life like a superhuman with the ability to manifest just from thought. Remote view the very room the declaration was signed in. Have dreams that warm you that people are going to betray you. Feel spirits and communicate with them. Witness as the divine mess with technology and divinely protect you in every area of your life. Feel people's energy from another timeline. What if the human existence was created with the intention to make you forget how powerful you are as the creator of your reality?

Episode 45: My story 20: Weed and Psychedelics connect you to your God Consciousness?!

Mon, 27 Jul 2026 20:50:38 -0600

You are god in human form but you only believe you are a mere mortal because those are the experiences you have. Wait until you start to have enough mystical experiences that change the way you see life. Did you know your own government is a lie and you are a powerful creator? I went from homeless terrified and scared to divinely guided to a safe space where everything I had visualized was now being given to me without me asking or looking for it. Being told by a stranger on my tiktok for you page telling me that biscuits would be important, but why? The answer will leave you questioning what you know about human existence. In fact my life is a testimony that things are not what they seem and there is more to this life than you can imagine.What happens when you have no more options and surrender leads to help from an unseen force. My life is wonderland, and I'm Alice. Oh me oh my.

Episode 44- My Story: 19- What if I die and Never Get Back to my Son?

Mon, 27 Jul 2026 17:15:22 -0600

Who do you turn to when the world leaves you alone? I tried to get help from all the sources the world told me would help me. Doors slammed in my face and kicked while I was down. Terrified and afraid as a single woman fighting to find safety. What if I was trafficked? What if my body was used and I suffered until I died and my son would never know what happened to his mother? I just wanted to be safe and get back to him but here I was faced with the consequences of a man child's choices. Twisted sadistic mind games I didn't want to play. Blamed for things I couldn't control. Was this the end of my journey would the world kill me? Was there any hope? My divine team promised I was Divinely Protected but how far did their protection go?

Episode 43: My Story 18: Submit to the Control or Face Hell

Fri, 24 Jul 2026 22:25:17 -0600

Challenge a narcissist and see where that gets you. I had to go back to my ex malignant narcissistic ex and it was pure hell. I knew I was going into battle and their would be conditions. The people in my world could play victim and throw their fits but every time I expressed my pain I was being blamed, labeled the problem and left for dead. Smear campaign, narcissistic games, men telling me my whole life what I can and can't do with my body and existence. Going through one of the scariest moments of my life and wondering is this what women in Afghanistan go through? Is this how they feel? What is it like to relate to billions of women that have been at the mercy of a world designed by corrupted patriarchal belief systems? I was the lucky one and divine protection was with me the whole time.

Episode 42: My Story 17: Living with a Sex Offender to survive

Thu, 23 Jul 2026 20:42:48 -0600

It was not the fairy tale I dreamed of and he was not my prince charming. My boyfriend turned out to be another abusive controlling man child that played games. I was on my own doing what it took to survive and play the parts I needed to play but I wanted peace and safety. Life felt heavy. My existence felt like a joke as more and more tested my strength of will and resiliency. What does a woman go through in a world of men?

Episode 41 - My story 16: Going homeless with a malignant narcissist and having sex energetically?

Wed, 22 Jul 2026 22:41:40 -0600

To survive you will do anything. There is being vulnerable as a human but what if you have never really felt like you belonged in the human realm and you meet someone that seems to understand you? What do you do when you are going through an event normal humans don't go through, experience moments that have you questioning your entire human life? My boyfriend can project an invisible form of himself and we can energetically have sex? Wait the body holds onto trauma and when you do energetic work the body can relive that pain as it releases it? No doctor, no problem the divine will help you heal. Sex dungeon?! Todo I don't think we are in Kansas anymore. This is more like Wonderland!!

Episode 40: My Story 15: Sex with a Spirit, Horny Mormon Boys and I’m going homeless?!

Wed, 22 Jul 2026 00:24:25 -0600

Are we really born into a world where those that have been abused are expected to live a "normal life"? I thought that the term family meant something but it actually meant we love you as long as you play the role you have been assigned. While dealing with human problems you are living in an alien world where you have been hugged from behind by a spirit and even had sex! Going from reading paranormal smut romance to having your own personal experience. During the day going on dates with Mormon boys that mommy and dad think are pure but are some really horny mother fuckers. What in the wonderland did I step into?!

Episode 39- My story 14- So I’m going through a spiritual awakening?!

Thu, 16 Jul 2026 23:23:03 -0600

Fake friends, betrayal and being kicked out. Moving objects in my room, lights blinking, a potted plant swinging. Did something invisible just touch my face?!?! I'm moving again?!?! Rich asshole with money. Holding my son after a year and half of seeing him on a screen and a strange family reunion. What the fuck happened to the normalcy I once knew? Is this what it's like to go through a spiritual awakening?!

Episode 38: My Story 13: My Life is Like a MOVIE!! 😨

Wed, 15 Jul 2026 21:41:16 -0600

Bippidty boppity boo! What stories did I get dragged into?! Why is my second ex husband acting crazy just like my first one? Why the fuck do I live in a world where men feel I exist for them?! Strangers are predicting future events that are coming true in my life and I don't know how I feel about it. The universe is asking me to let go of more people and I don't know how much more my heart can take. Universe I would like a sign... well I didn't expect that many. When I say my life is like a movie I mean my life is like a movie. The supernatural woo woo has just begun!

Episode 37-My Story 12: Dear Mom and Dad I hate You for giving Birth to Me!!

Wed, 15 Jul 2026 18:22:36 -0600

You call it love but it feels like a battle. Your head is turned by other women and you pimp me out to your friends and peers. I'm only wanted when your bored, lonely or horny and now you are telling me you dated me with the intention to change me. You say I'm the problem but how do you expect me to build a home when you make it a warzone? What supernatural movie did I walk into?!

Episode 36- My Story 11: You Have to Earn Your Wedding Ring

Wed, 15 Jul 2026 01:03:33 -0600

He said it was a contract behind closed doors. Expecting the benefits of a married couple. Nitpicking everything about me. Begging for a threesome with my best friend a woman I considered a best friend. When the spotlight was on we were married but he didn't even like me as he picked the pieces of me he would accept and wished away the parts he didn't want. Starting a job with hope for a beautiful future and being exposed to being overworked and Underpaid, sexually assaulted, rumor spread and illegally fired. Trying to heal a mind broken by the choices of all the people from my life's journey while battling silent battles alone. What do you expect when your inner world creates your reality. You can't run from you as the manifestor of your story.

Episode 35: My Story 10: Why does doing what feels right hurt so bad?!

Tue, 14 Jul 2026 17:51:53 -0600

People say they have faith but will they walk the talk? What if a higher power told you that everything would be ok would you leap or hold onto what is familiar? I made one of the biggest decisions of my life and everything about it hurt and deep down it felt like the right choice. A second marriage in Vegas, doubts and fear oh my. What kind of life awaited me in Germany and I leapt into the unknown ready to build something stable for the most precious treasure in the world.. my son. It was going to be the change to finally create my happily ever after... or was it?

Episode 34: My Story 9: What if You Were Born To Break the Cycle?

Mon, 13 Jul 2026 18:17:35 -0600

Told your whole life your family loves you and will be with you no matter how hard life gets. Until they show you what it means to be the enemy of the family. Going from being the scapegoat to the most wanted with an emotional bounty on your head. A new single mother after going through a terrifying divorce, a mind that is unraveling from consistent psychological warfare you have dealt with since you were a child. Societal expectations and a way of life that demands you keep functioning to survive after you have had less than a normal life. Parents and siblings giving up on you and your kid. PTSD, depression. anxiety, and making a decision that starts to break generational cycles your ancestors couldn't break.

Episode 33: My Story 8: Who The fuck would accept a system that creates this kind of suffering?

Sat, 11 Jul 2026 23:23:39 -0600

I just wanted fucking Peace but everyone around me acted like I owed them my life. Who the fuck meets their future husband in virtual reality? Mom I'm a 27 year old divorced single mother! I'm going and you can't stop me! Why do I have to keep going through the fire!! Germany?! Home maybe?? My life has twists and turns in my world called wonderland, a strange and unorthodox type of life full of survival as the humans around me tried to play god with my existence.

Episode 32-My Story 7: The Divorce was Terrifying and Shocking

Fri, 10 Jul 2026 21:10:26 -0600

Death threats, x rays, stalking, harassment, paranoia and fear. Did you really know who you married or did you see what you wanted to see? Terror and uncertainty at every corner, never knowing what would happen next. My fairy tale and the family I had tried to create was ripped from me and in its place stood a man that was willing to hurt me. Living out ancestral cycles, my woman ancestors endured the universe was asking me will you break the loop or pass it down? In a relationship with a man that tells you he owns you through his behavior and words.

Episode 31: My Story 6: Using Virtual Reality to Escape an Abusive Marriage

Thu, 09 Jul 2026 23:53:04 -0600

Covid changed the game when it took over the world. For some their lives transformed in beautiful ways but for others it was the event that caused our world to fall apart. Without in person interactions what was I to do? Maybe go into a virtual world and live a double life? He said he forgave me but it wasn't forgiveness it was strategy and when the marriage ended I saw sides of someone I was married to for almost 6 years. Exposed to obsessive controlling behavior that has a person wondering who the fuck did I marry? Sometimes the abused don't realize they are being abused until they leave.

Episode 30: My Story 5: C-section, chronic illness,Lost sexual desire and COVID Hell

Tue, 07 Jul 2026 22:00:00 -0600

Nobody prepared me for the events that would unfold after I had my son via C-section. Men don't understand what a woman goes through just for being born into a female body. What it's like to lose connection with your body and mind. Then add in a secret you carry for two years that nearly kills you: your spouse is not sure if they want to be a woman or man, relocation, a mysterious stomach illness that leads to you having to change your entire diet, bed bug infestation, loud neighbors, and COVID it could make one go insane.

Episode 29 : My Story 4 -Your body... my ”No” my body, MY Choice

Sun, 05 Jul 2026 17:37:50 -0600

Women were not born for the pleasure of a man, nor the pleasure of another human at all. This is our life and no one is God over us and the body we call our home. But for centuries other humans have played god over our lives and those who will do anything to survive target the weak and innocent. Growing up in the world I was told what I could be because my body was female. I grew up in the Mormon Church aka the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. Brainwashed since I was little to believe my body was meant to have babies because of its capabilities. I had a c section and I had my baby but it came at a cost. Men think it's 50/50 when you have a baby my ex believed it was the same process for him... it's not and I share my experiences and thoughts about these beliefs that have been forced on women for 100s of years.

Episode 28: My Story 3-A Home Built On Pain and Trauma

Fri, 03 Jul 2026 22:15:23 -0600

How do you know you are in a toxic relationship when chaos is all you have ever known since you were a child? What if the words I love you didn't mean what you thought they meant? This episode is one about coping mechanisms, a broken heart and addiction. A white picket fence made out of skeletons, a home built upon manipulation, lies and bone crushing expectations that can drive one to madness. In a mad mad world only the strong survive.

Episode 27: My Story 2-Adults Forget what Hell Teens live in

Thu, 02 Jul 2026 23:48:08 -0600

The adults in your world tell you who you are and say they know what is best for you even though they don't know you. Your body has changed and now you have those things called hormones and the world has made it seem normal for children to play house when they don't even know themselves. For some homes not safe and when the party ends where does one go? In a world full of games, expectations, control and manipulation being a teen is confusing and downright painful. No one ever asks the kids what they want teens are just expected to accept a world they never asked for.

Episode 26 -My Story 1-When you Aren’t Prepared for the Cruelty of the World

Tue, 23 Jun 2026 20:27:33 -0600

It's the parents responsibility to prepare their child for the day they go out into the world on their own. They are the ones that know the cruelty the world contains. The monsters that lurk in the shadows that will prey upon the weak. In a world designed for the survival of the Fitest. But what if the parents are still children in adult bodies and they continue the cycles of trauma passed through the generations? What happens to the next generation? My story is the story of a child born to survive, born into a world I never asked for.

Episode 25 : Born to be an Example of Change

Wed, 20 May 2026 22:46:55 -0600

Many are chosen few answer the call. We each came here with our own blue print. If we are going to change the world humans need proof it can be done. I came to be that example and I'm here to disrupt the system be the glitch in the matrix and help people like you wake up by bringing you into my world and sharing my wisdom and stories of my journey. Why is it important? Because our world is changing and you will want to be ready for what your own soul is going to call you to do. I already live as future humans will live now we just got to get you there too and through my story we will. Things are not what they seem and I don't think many humans are ready for all the change I sure as hell wasn't.

Episode 24 What Makes Someone a Master Manifestor?

Tue, 14 Apr 2026 17:36:30 -0600

Are you awake or are you still asleep? I'm a soul led guide and being a conscious manifestor is my life and my work. Through my spiritual journey I gained wisdom from special experiences and moments in my life where logic didn't apply. In this episode I share stories of my life where I manifested what I needed from just a thought. Yes we are that powerful. I share a story when I was suicidal and my own grandpa across the veil showed up in my reality and reminded me my story wasn't over. As our world changes the way we live is changing and your soul a plan for you but are you ready? I went first and now I'm ready to help other people through their own journeys. You can work 1:1 with me by sending me an email divinemessenger4444@gmail.com you don't have to live like a limited human anymore your soul has an amazing plan just for you and I'm going to help you align with it. You are not a slave to a broken system that doesn't care about you. You are a powerful infinite creator!

Episode 23 - Decentralizing the Government

Mon, 06 Apr 2026 14:14:13 -0600

To create a new reality a new world we need to let the old system collapse and open up to new ideas and possibilities. In this lifetime we are remembering we are God in human form and everyday since you were born you have manifested your world. I share how I manifested supernatural experiences and even a situation with my father that I never thought would happen. We tell the universe what we want and the universe does the heavy lifting and figures out the how. You want truth you will get it. You want a new world created for the good of all? It is already done. My life is meant to show people there is another way of life and I have lived it. If you want to help me change the world listen to my story all the way through and share it with as many people as possible. It's meant to be heard by billions, it was designed for the world specifically for this lifetime and everything we as a mass society are going through.

Episode 22- Being A Conscious Manifestor

Mon, 30 Mar 2026 19:28:28 -0600

What happened after that night after being fired and seeing a license plate that said WAKE UP? a whole lot of supernatural events that logic cannot explain and proof we are creators of our reality.

Episode 21 People are Not What they Seem

Sun, 30 Nov 2025 00:10:08 -0600

Don't always trust what people say. The current human systems are created out of survival and people will do what it takes to survive. I share my story of backstabbing, betrayal of my own blood, friendships, and romantic partners. Supernatural events logic can't explain and a whole new world that will have you wondering if there is more to life than meets the eyes. Down the Rabbit hole we go, welcome to wonderland!

Episode 20 Woman Are Fed up With the Bullshit

Fri, 28 Nov 2025 10:59:39 -0600

You want to steal from a woman than watch as the universe steals what's precious from you. Women are done with the bullshit and that includes women that were killed. We aren't alone we have the help of our woman ancestors ready to hold all the insecure man children accountable with karmic lessons. My ex went bald after pissing off my ancestors. All you gotta do is open up to what's possible including divine protection.

Episode 19 You are needed in this World

Sat, 22 Nov 2025 15:54:34 -0600

Being afraid of being yourself. Feeling alone in a world with closed hearts and minds. Biting your tongue afraid to say the things you want to say. A shadow of who you once were. Internal Battles fought daily, wondering if life is even worth the battle anymore.

Messages from loved ones across the veil "you are needed here." Who do you turn to when the pain inside is too much to bear.This is for the Voiceless the ones clinging onto some reason to live. You are not alone even when it feels like it. There is a purpose for you, don't give up!

Episode 18 You are the Money

Wed, 19 Nov 2025 22:42:50 -0600

In today's episode I share how you are the embodiment of what you attract. Yes! That means the money in your current reality is the money you embody. Your relationship with you and that particular energy. I also go on to mention what it is like to feel the actual receiving of energy through your body as if you are a tuning fork.

Episode 17 Ask the Universe

Thu, 09 Oct 2025 19:41:09 -0600

If you want to know the truth about you ask the universe. It will tell you everything you need to know about yourself if you are open to the truth, not all truth is easy to swallow and the Universe knows you and your life better than you know yourself.

Episode 16 Silenced, Unheard, and Unseen

Sat, 04 Oct 2025 22:15:19 -0600

When the human race has failed you? Who do you turn to? In my case I turned to Spirit and I learned to trust the non physical. Suicidal thoughts and feeling as if my birth was a mistake I have had to claw my way out of the darkness again and again. If you feel like giving up then this episode is for you. If you have felt alone this is for you. Silenced, unheard, unseen this is for you.

Episode 15 Fake Fake World

Wed, 01 Oct 2025 22:11:08 -0600

Illusions everywhere, secrets, deceptive tactics. All it took was experiencing a supernatural life and experiencing a world that logic can't explain to see the truths about our world. You don't see life the same when the last 5 years of your life felt like a fantasy movie. Join me as I share actual real life experiences I have had in my life that proved to me things are not what they seem and we are so much more than the human experience. By the end of it you won't look at life the same again.

Episode 14 Becoming Aware of the Unconscious

Mon, 29 Sep 2025 20:10:28 -0600

Supernatural is my world it's my normal now. In this episode I open the doors to what my spiritual awakening was like and what I went through to become aware of the unconscious in my life. Illusion shattered and the truth of the relationships I was in with friends, family,romantic relationships. After two divorces moving to a new country to start over and a whole lot of other chaos and change I woke up to find the world is more than what it seems.

Episode 13 You Can Run But You Can’t Hide

Sun, 28 Sep 2025 13:06:36 -0600

What happens when you ask the universe to reveal the truth about the world? People are going to have a rude awakening in this lifetime. I share my experience being homeless, receiving truth about the Mormon church from spirit and all the games people play to survive. Look out the divine are watching everything and if you pay attention the truth will always be revealed

Episode 12 Just Trying to Survive

Sat, 27 Sep 2025 14:40:50 -0600

Things are not what they seem and happy families aren't always happy families. School can be a battlefield. Being a soul in a woman's body means you deal with toxic male behavior. We Aren't Broken many are survivors and this is part if my story.

Episode 11 Divine Protection

Tue, 23 Sep 2025 22:17:35 -0600

Disclaimer-This episode talks about the divine protecting me from human trafficking at a time in my life when I wasn't listening to my intuition. I share about going through a divorce that targeted the psyche. Sharing examples of when the divine showed me physical proof that there is more to our world than what it seems. It may look like what the world says is truth but when you communicate with the divine and listen to your gut there can be more than what you are seeing.

Episode 10 Being Human

Mon, 22 Sep 2025 19:46:36 -0600

What does it mean to be human? What is possible? What can we create in this world? What if we changed the way we looked at our world and each other imagine the life humans could live. Combined with the non physical world and our universal nature and magic is fucking Born.

Episode 9 Behind Closed Doors

Sat, 20 Sep 2025 14:33:28 -0600

People are not always what they seem. Prince charming could actually be the monster. Mental health can be debilitating. Your protector's love could come with conditions and pain you never asked for. Secure jobs could just be an illusion. Security paired with fear. Someone's pain becomes yours. Step into a world that reveals everything is not always what it seems.

Episode 8 Parentified Glass Child

Sat, 20 Sep 2025 10:56:29 -0600

Were you the glass child in your home. On the outside did it seem like you had everything put together but inside you were falling apart? Did you abandon your needs because there was a child or parent in the home that got all the attention while your needs were pushed aside?

Episode 7 Run away Or Rise?

Fri, 19 Sep 2025 18:46:29 -0600

Do you really think you can run from yourself. In this episode I talk about the importance of building your internal world if you don't have a stable internal world then it doesn't matter how far you run those habits and behavior will follow you. The universe will recreate the same story over and over again. Do you keep running or rise? Can you keep choosing you when it gets hard? Has your life been a survival or fairy tale?

Episode 6 One Day my Son Will Know

Sun, 14 Sep 2025 14:20:56 -0600

Right now he is little and he wonders why I'm not living with him. He is too young to know what happened but one day he will be old enough. I will leave behind my voice so that one day he can decide what he wants to believe in. I will leave my story in places where people can't hide it from him. This episode is a story of a woman who fell in love, made a vow to her child and fought to keep her world from falling apart only to lose it all.

Episode 5 When You End up In the Emergency Room

Sun, 14 Sep 2025 11:32:05 -0600

What if you are stronger than you think? What if the events we go through are opportunities to grow into something greater? What if pain is the body trying to bring you home to yourself? What if through your pain you were carried and didn't know it? Follow my supernatural story when I ended up going to the er and had to face all my fears.

Episode 4 What You Reap You Will Sew

Tue, 09 Sep 2025 11:45:16 -0600

You are the creator of your world whether you are conscious of it or not. What you embody is what you create. What seeds are you planting? They will grow. What you harvest depends on you. Pleasant or not.

Episode 3 Becoming Supernatural

Sat, 30 Aug 2025 11:45:08 -0600

What if the key to freedom isn't doing more but just being? Realizing the power you hold as the creator of your reality and the power of being present and still. Your inner world matters more than you know.

Episode 2 The Inner Child Speaks

Thu, 28 Aug 2025 19:31:15 -0600

What would your inner child say if they had a voice? Today I finally let go of the mask and the filter and let my heart speak and gave my inner child back her voice. When I look at the content I post on social media I can hear and see a woman that is guarding her heart careful not to show the true feelings that permeate her body after going through SA in different forms throughout her life, treated like a number and object and discarded by a family that couldn't love all of her.

Episode 1 Breaking The Mold- Starting the Journey

Mon, 04 Aug 2025 13:27:26 -0600

In this debut episode, I step away from the expected and dive deep into what it really means to speak my truth-- even when it feels rough, uncomfortable, and far from perfect. Join me as I break old patterns, open my heart and invite you into a space where authenticity is everything. This episode is about embracing the unpolished, emotional healing and honest conversation. If you ever felt like your voice never fit the mold this one's for you.