Beyond the Scars

Because Of Breaking I Am Free (Ep 79)

Fri, 14 Aug 2026 07:15:05 -0300

Today we are talking about what healing and freedom looks and feels like after narcissistic abuse.

How To Recognixe Jezebel In The Church (Ep 78)

Thu, 13 Aug 2026 07:03:51 -0300

Today we’re stepping back into a conversation many believers whisper about but rarely confront. Because Jezebel doesn’t just show up in relationships. She shows up in pulpits, pews, prayer circles, leadership teams, and worship spaces.

Reclaimed: Being The Scapegoat For The Narcissist (Ep 77)

Wed, 12 Aug 2026 07:04:42 -0300

If you grew up, or lived, with a narcissist, you may know this role all too well. The scapegoat is the one who carries the blame, absorbs the chaos, and becomes the emotional dumping ground for the narcissist’s brokenness.

When The Narcissist Is A Sibling (Ep 76)

Tue, 11 Aug 2026 07:05:32 -0300

In this episode we’re gonna to walk through a tender and yet painful part of the healing journey and that’s when the narcissist in your life is not a stranger, not a coworker, but your own sibling.

The Counterfeit Christian Narcissist (Ep 75)

Mon, 10 Aug 2026 09:23:52 -0300

Today we are pulling back the curtain on the counterfeit Christian narcissist, by the end of this episode you will know how to identify the traits, what the research and scriptures say about this, and what real recovery actually looks like for survives.

The Narcissist In The Family Tree (Ep 74)

Fri, 07 Aug 2026 07:07:13 -0300

Today we will talk about the narcissist in the family tree. By the end of this episode, you’ll be able to identify what you’re really dealing with, find your footing in scripture, and walk away with something real and actionable.

Unshackled From Narcissistic Abuse (Ep 73)

Thu, 06 Aug 2026 07:13:04 -0300

Today we are talking about unshackled from narcissistic abuse. Today we are bringing revelation to what has kept us bound, and walking in freedom through the power of Christ.

Addiction As Survival: After Narcissistic Abuse (Ep 72)

Wed, 05 Aug 2026 09:22:49 -0300

Today we’re gonna talk about something many Christians struggle to admit, struggle to understand, or even speak out loud: we’re gonna talk about fighting addiction as a form survival.

When You Can’t Leave The Narcissist Right Now (Ep 71)

Tue, 04 Aug 2026 09:05:46 -0300

Today we’re talking about when you can’t leave the narcissist at this moment. How to endure what you’re going through, and how to prepare for your freedom.

Taking Your Life Back After Narcissistic Abuse (Ep 70)

Mon, 03 Aug 2026 07:00:20 -0300

Today we’re stepping into a painful but deeply important conversation, one that so many survivors quietly carry: How do you take your life back after narcissistic abuse?

Spiritual Detox After Jazabel Abuse (Ep 69)

Fri, 31 Jul 2026 06:56:14 -0300

In the last episode we named the demon. Today, we’re gonna talk about what happens after the demonic attack. Because surviving a Jezebel‑driven relationship doesn’t end when you walk away. It ends when the residue leaves your spirit.

The Jazabel Spirit (Ep 68)

Thu, 30 Jul 2026 07:03:47 -0300

Today we’re stepping into a conversation many believers feel… but very few know how to name. A conversation about control, manipulation, seduction, and spiritual confusion.

Narcissists Don’t Play By The Rules (Ep 67)

Wed, 29 Jul 2026 07:18:22 -0300

Today we are going to explore how narcissists operate outside of God’s order, yet insist that others submit to their twisted rules. This isn’t just psychology, it’s spiritual warfare.

False Repentance (Ep 66)

Tue, 28 Jul 2026 07:49:09 -0300

Today we are going to talk about when the narcissists repentance isn’t genuine

The Smear Campaign After Narcissistic Abuse (Ep 65)

Mon, 27 Jul 2026 08:57:26 -0300

Today we’re gonna walk through what happens after you leave a narcissistic abusive relationship, and the smear campaign happens.

When All The Masks Fall (Ep 64)

Fri, 24 Jul 2026 10:32:34 -0300

with prayer, tenderness, and truth. We’re talking about something deeply dangerous, not just overt narcissism, not just covert narcissism, but the person who carries all the traits at once.

Breaking Generational Cycles (Ep 63)

Thu, 23 Jul 2026 10:45:46 -0300

Today we’re stepping into a deeply important conversation: Breaking generational cycles after narcissistic abuse.

Healing Your Inner Child (Ep 62)

Wed, 22 Jul 2026 08:33:39 -0300

Today we’re stepping into a tender room inside your soul, the room where the child that you once were, is still waiting. Still hoping. Still dreaming. Still aching, and still remembering.

When The Covenant Breaks (Ep 61)

Tue, 21 Jul 2026 07:07:01 -0300

There are moments in life when the covenant we entered with trembling hands and hopeful hearts becomes a battlefield we never asked to fight on. The covenant was broken by the narcissist. Today we are going to talk about divorcing the narcissist through a Christian perspective.

Narcissism and The Fracturing Of Family Bonds (Ep 60)

Mon, 20 Jul 2026 06:59:46 -0300

Today we’re stepping into a tender, but necessary conversation, of how narcissism damages family relationships, and how God meets us in the rubble with healing, truth, and restoration.

Observe Dont Absorb (Ep 59)

Fri, 17 Jul 2026 07:31:10 -0300

Today’s episode is titled Observe, Don’t Absorb. Together, we’ll learn how God equips us to witness toxic behaviors without letting them seep into our spirit.

People Pleasing:After Narcissistic Abuse (Ep 58)

Thu, 16 Jul 2026 07:03:14 -0300

In Today’s episode we’re going to explore what it means to break free from the chains of people-pleasing after surviving narcissistic abuse. If you’ve ever felt trapped in the cycle of saying ‘yes’ when your soul was crying ‘no,’ this message is for you.”

The Covert and Overt Narcissist: Understanding The Difference (Ep 57)

Wed, 15 Jul 2026 07:16:44 -0300

Today we are going to bring light into understanding the difference between the covert and overt narcissist.

The Ghost Of The Narcissist (Ep 56)

Tue, 14 Jul 2026 06:57:01 -0300

In today’s episode, we’re gonna talk about the ghost of the narcissist. Not the person themselves, but the ghost that they leave behind.

The Body Keeps Score (Ep 55)

Mon, 13 Jul 2026 06:58:18 -0300

In today’s episode we are going to talk about something very raw. Something people don’t talk about often, but we are going to discuss how your body still reacts when the abuse is over.

When The Dust Settles: Grief After Leaving (Ep 54)

Fri, 10 Jul 2026 07:01:47 -0300

Today we’re talking about when the dust settles the grief process that you have to go through after you leave a narcissistic abusive relationship.

How Narcissists Ruin The Holidays (Ep 53)

Thu, 09 Jul 2026 07:04:18 -0300

Today we’re stepping into a tender topic, one that so many survivors whisper about but rarely feel safe enough to name: why narcissists ruin holidays.

Making Excuses: why we stay (Ep 52)

Wed, 08 Jul 2026 07:01:16 -0300

Today we’re talking about making excuses and why we stay with a narcissistic abuser.

Fishing For Praise (Ep 51)

Tue, 07 Jul 2026 06:54:52 -0300

In today’s episode we’re diving into a topic many believers quietly wrestle with: narcissistic control, especially the kind that hooks us through flattery, manipulation, and emotional bait.

Reactive Abuse: What It Looks Like (Ep 50)

Mon, 06 Jul 2026 06:57:24 -0300

Today, we’re going to walk through what reactive abuse looks like, why it happens, what Scripture says about it, and how God leads us out of shame and back into clarity.

Narcissistic Abuse In The Workplace (Ep 49)

Fri, 03 Jul 2026 08:12:36 -0300

Today we’re stepping into a topic that affects millions of believers, often silently, often painfully, yet rarely gets talked about in church spaces: Narcissism in the workplace.

Forgiveness: A Biblical Perspective (Ep 48)

Thu, 02 Jul 2026 06:59:47 -0300

Today we’re stepping into one of the hardest conversations in the healing journey: forgiving a narcissist.

When The Narcissist Realizes You’re Waking Up (Ep 47)

Wed, 01 Jul 2026 07:06:01 -0300

In today’s episode we’re talking about When you’re no longer confused. You’re No longer controlled, and you’re No longer asleep to the manipulation.

The Empathy Trap (Ep 46)

Tue, 30 Jun 2026 06:54:32 -0300

If you’ve ever wondered why you were targeted… why you stayed longer than you meant to… why you kept giving the benefit of the doubt… Today’s episode is for you.

Narcissistic Amnesia (Ep 45)

Mon, 29 Jun 2026 06:57:52 -0300

Today’s episode is talking about something that isn’t talked about very often, today we are going to talk about narcissistic amnesia.

Honoring A Narcissistic Parent (Ep 44)

Fri, 26 Jun 2026 06:59:50 -0300

Today we’re talking about honoring a narcissistic parent, not in the way culture demand you to, not in the way guilt manipulates you to, but in the way God defines you to honor them.

Narcissistic Parents: When the one who was supposed to love you wounded you instead (Ep 43)

Thu, 25 Jun 2026 07:13:38 -0300

Today we’re stepping into a very tender, space, the space where childhood wounds meet adult faith. Where the people who were supposed to protect you… became the ones who shaped your deepest insecurities.

How To Spot A Narcissist (Ep 42)

Wed, 24 Jun 2026 06:58:51 -0300

Today we’re stepping into a topic that so many believers wrestle with silently: how to spot a narcissist.

PTSD From Narcissistic Abuse (Ep 41)

Tue, 23 Jun 2026 06:56:14 -0300

Today we’re gonna talk about PTSD and the trauma that comes from narcissistic abuse.

Victim or Abuser: Who Gets To Decide (Ep 40)

Mon, 22 Jun 2026 08:04:44 -0300

In today’s episode, we will talk about victim or abuser who gets to decide if it’s abuse. We will talk about how many people ignore the victim while accepting the abusers abuse.

Arguing With A Narcissist (Ep 39)

Fri, 19 Jun 2026 07:31:21 -0300

In this episode we’re gonna dive into a topic that hits home for so many people who’ve walked through emotional or spiritual manipulation: arguing with a narcissist.

The Narcissist And The New Supply (Ep 38)

Thu, 18 Jun 2026 06:54:25 -0300

We’re going to talk today about the narcissist and their new supply, and what happens in the spiritual realm when a person who’s lived in deception for years suddenly attaches themselves to someone new.

When Peace Becomes A Trap (Ep 37)

Wed, 17 Jun 2026 07:02:46 -0300

In today’s episode we are going to talk about “when peace becomes a trap.” We are going to recognize “false peace” and break its control. We are going to talk about how “true peace” comes from God.

When Control Comes Through Finances (Ep 36)

Tue, 16 Jun 2026 07:30:58 -0300

Today’s episode is a deep subject. Today we’re stepping into a topic many believers suffer in silence: financial abuse at the hands of a narcissist.

The Gray Rock Gospel (Ep 35)

Mon, 15 Jun 2026 07:30:06 -0300

Today we are gonna talk about something many survivors of narcissistic abuse eventually learn to use: the gray rock method, the practice of becoming uninteresting, unreactive, and emotionally unavailable to the narcissist’s attempts to provoke, manipulate, or control you.

When the Narcissist Comes Back (Ep 34)

Fri, 12 Jun 2026 07:12:58 -0300

Today’s episode is for the one who feels that familiar knock on the door of their heart. The one who left a narcissist… or the narcissist leaves them, only to find them circling back again. The one who’s exhausted, confused, and wondering if this time will be different.

Just Move On (Ep 33)

Thu, 11 Jun 2026 07:08:49 -0300

Today we’re stepping into a topic that so many survivors carry quietly, often with shame, confusion, or anger: the pressure to “just move on” after narcissistic abuse.

Narcissistic Abuse and the effects it has on the Body (Ep 32)

Wed, 10 Jun 2026 08:50:18 -0300

Today we’re stepping into a conversation many believers have never been taught to understand, the way narcissistic abuse affects the body, not just the mind or the emotions

When the one who said ’I do’ betrays you (Ep 31)

Tue, 09 Jun 2026 07:26:09 -0300

Today’s episode is tender. It’s extremely raw. It’s the kind of conversation many Christians whisper about but rarely do they bring it into the light. When the one you made a covenant before God with, breaks it.

When Betrayal is Abuse (Ep 30)

Mon, 08 Jun 2026 06:56:57 -0300

Today, we’re going to talk about what betrayal abuse looks like, how it affects your spirit, and how God steps into the very places people have shattered. We’re going deep, but we’re going with God

When The Mask Comes Off (Ep 29)

Fri, 05 Jun 2026 06:00:16 -0300

In this episode, we’re gonna talk about when the mask comes off. When we can see clearly the narcissist behind the façade.

Narcissists Steal Your Identity (Ep 28)

Thu, 04 Jun 2026 06:15:53 -0300

Narcissists try to steal who God created you to be. In this episode we’re gonna talk about how narcissist try to steal our identity, but God restores it.

The Trauma Bond: A Spiritual Stronghold (Ep 27)

Wed, 03 Jun 2026 06:01:42 -0300

In today’s episode we talk about the trauma bond. The emotional attachment with the narcissist that keeps us in the cycle of abuse. We name it and we break its power.

Narcissistic Abuse And The Flying Monkeys (Ep 26)

Tue, 02 Jun 2026 06:04:33 -0300

Today we are going to talk about when you leave a narcissistic relationship the abuser will send flying monkeys to keep control.

When Freedom Triggers Their Fury (Ep 25)

Mon, 01 Jun 2026 06:00:26 -0300

When you start getting stronger and setting boundaries it causes the narcissist to become furious. In today’s episode we talk about how to handle this and find healing in the process.

Narcissists Hate To Lose (Ep 24)

Fri, 29 May 2026 07:05:36 -0300

When a narcissist realizes they’ve lost control, there is a battle that you have to fight. Narcissists hate to lose. So join me in this episode today as we talk about what happens when they realize they are losing control.

How To Protect The Real Thing (Ep 23)

Thu, 28 May 2026 07:03:19 -0300

In this episode we talk about when the real thing comes after being in a narcissistic relationship and how to guard it. If it is God centered it will be strong, but you have to heal in order to have a strong relationship in the future.

When The Demon Sends Counterfeits (Ep 22)

Wed, 27 May 2026 07:10:45 -0300

After you leave a narcissistic relationship, the enemy will always sends counterfeits. You have to always be careful and allow God to show you who the true person that he has for you and your life. This also applies to friendships and any relationship that you may have.

When The Demon Tries To Return (Ep 21)

Tue, 26 May 2026 06:51:50 -0300

When you begin to have clarity the demon will always try to return to the old patterns. In today’s episode we will talk about the ways to fight and grow stronger, as God sets you free.

The Demon Within (Ep 20)

Mon, 25 May 2026 09:26:05 -0300

This is a very hard topic, but it is very much needed for those of us that come face-to-face with a demon of narcissistic abuse. Take a deep breath and grab your coffee as we bring clarity to what the demon truly is.

When God Says Flee (Ep 19)

Fri, 22 May 2026 08:48:19 -0300

Often the church doesn’t talk about this part of the healing journey. The moment God says to flee… let’s talk about what this part of leaving a narcissistic abuser looks like.

Decoding The FOG Of Narcissistic Abuse (Ep 18)

Thu, 21 May 2026 07:08:50 -0300

In this episode we will decode the FOG of narcissistic abuse. Where we have been blinded, we will see clearly what God doesn’t expect us to settle for.

Slow Healing, Strong Healing (Ep 17)

Wed, 20 May 2026 06:58:22 -0300

Today’s episode is for the one who feels behind in their healing. For the one who wonders, ‘Why am I not over this yet?’ For the one who’s tired of being strong, tired of pretending, tired of rushing a heart that simply needs time.

Dont Rush The Healing Process (Ep 16)

Tue, 19 May 2026 07:05:15 -0300

Healing takes time. In today’s episode, we’re going to talk about how we need to really take our time and allow God to restore us and use us to help others who are in situations that we went through.

Help, I Left A Narcissist part 2 (ep15)

Mon, 18 May 2026 06:59:06 -0300

In part 2 we are going to talk about the healing process of leading a narcissistic abusive relationship. Grab your coffee and take this journey with me….

Help, I left a narcissist part 1 (Ep14)

Fri, 15 May 2026 07:10:55 -0300

What happens when we leave a narcissist. We have a whole painful journey to walk through.. I broke down a little recording this episode. See, God is still healing me too!

The Emotional Rollar Coaster (Ep13)

Thu, 14 May 2026 07:05:15 -0300

When you are in a relationship with a narcissist, you feel like you are on an emotional roller coaster. Today we talk about this part of the journey to find healing from what you endured.

The Tired After You Leave (Ep12)

Wed, 13 May 2026 07:02:36 -0300

When you leave a narcissistic relationship, you’re exhausted. Spend time with me today as we talk about the exhaustion that happens after you leave and how God restores you as you rest.

Dont look Back (Ep 11)

Tue, 12 May 2026 07:12:44 -0300

When you leave a narcissistic relationship it is important that you don’t look back. Move forward with God.

Dare To Dream Again (Ep 10)

Mon, 11 May 2026 07:02:26 -0300

You have permission to dream again. After narcissistic abuse sometimes you lose your dreams, but we will talk about in this episode how God gives you your dreams back.

Dont Beat Yourself Up (Ep9)

Fri, 08 May 2026 06:59:45 -0300

In this episode, we talk about not beating yourself up after leaving a narcissistic relationship.

Fear Wont Defeat Your Purpose (EP8)

Thu, 07 May 2026 07:02:38 -0300

When you come out of a narcissistic abusive relationship, you have to realize that fear will never defeat your purpose in God.

God Restores Your Identity (ep7)

Wed, 06 May 2026 07:05:13 -0300

Narcissistic abuse steals your identity. It is time to take it back!

Called Out Of The Fire (EP6)

Tue, 05 May 2026 07:01:34 -0300

After coming out of a narcissistic abuse there are layers of healing. Today we are talking about God calling you out of what meant to destroy you, and walking in your purpose.

Becoming Whole Again (EP5)

Mon, 04 May 2026 06:51:44 -0300

In the next part of this journey we are talking about what it looks like to be whole again after suffering through narcissistic abuse.

After The Awakening (EP4)

Fri, 01 May 2026 09:39:53 -0300

Step into After The Awakening — a sacred pause for the heart that’s seen too much, felt too deeply, and is ready to heal with God’s truth lighting every step forward.”

What Is A Narcissist Spiritually (EP3)

Thu, 30 Apr 2026 07:35:57 -0300

Understanding what a narcissist is spiritually and how God not only awakens you to what they are but He restores you in the process.

Healing Takes Time (EP2)

Sat, 25 Apr 2026 20:33:19 -0300

Healing from past abuse isn’t easy and it takes time. With God restoration is possible.

It’s okay to walk away (EP1)

Fri, 24 Apr 2026 08:02:27 -0300

Sometimes we have to just walk away from toxic relationships. God doesn’t expect us to stay in places where we are being abused.

A piece of broken glass

Fri, 24 Apr 2026 07:34:42 -0300

Today I will discuss how God taught me a powerful lesson through a pice of broken glass